Friday, July 24, 2015

NEW PERCEPTIONS OF ABUSE

I SPENT MY CHILDHOOD IN ISOLATION AND NEVER KNEW HOW STUPID AND MEAN PEOPLE COULD BE.

MY FAMILY WAS NORMALLY STUPID AND MEAN FOR THE TEN PERCENT THAT CAUSES TROUBLE.

I CAN AVOID THEM.  THEY'RE DEAD AND ALL THE MEAN SPIRITED ONES ARE DEAD TO ME TOO!!!!!


Monday, July 20, 2015

V VILLAGE BBQ SAT 7/18/15

PERFECT DAY OF BEING.

I''M FEELING VERY SATISFIED.  

LOVELY WEEKEND. I WENT TO COSTCO GAS, FRESH AND EASY, HOME TO REST AND PUT AWAY VEGS.  I THEN WENT TO SRS, EXERCISED.  10 am PARKED AT VALLEY VILLAGE AND SORTED CARRY BAG.  WALKED AROUND EXHIBITS AND FINALLY GOT QUOTE OF $104.90 FOR MEDICARE IF I PAY MYSELF, NOT THROUGH SOC. SEC.  

SITTING ON BENCH IN SHADE, LISTENING TO THE LIVE BAND ELLA MAE CAME BY WITH HER PLATE.  I INVITED HER TO SIT AND WE TALKED A BIT AND I WENT TO GET MY FOOD.  I HAD WONDERED HOW TO SAVE MY SEAT AND GOD SENT HER.  

SO WE ATE A GREAT LUNCH OF BAKED BEANS/BACON, POLISH SAUSAGE, GREEN SALAD, POTATO SALAD, CHIPS AND I ATE EVERY BIT.  WE LISTENED TO MUSIC AND SAW CAROL WHO DIDN'T WANT TO SIT WITH US.  

A LOT OF THE SR CTR LADIES WERE THERE AND A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO LIVE THERE.

I GOT SOME BAKED BEANS AND SAUSAGE IN A CUP TO TAKE HOME.

GROUNDHOG DAY- I WOULDN'T MIND IF EVERY DAY COULD BE AS STRESS FREE.


Friday, July 10, 2015

OVERCOMING ASPERGERS

SCIENTIFIC AMERICAN MIND-JULY/AUGUST 2015

THE ELASTIC DECLARATIVE MEMORY CAN COMPENSATE FOR ADHD, AUTISM, SPECIFIC LANGUAGE IMPAIRMENT.

WHY EVEN THOUGH I SUFFERED OTHERNESS AS A CHILD THE COPING BEHAVIORS I LEARNED SERVE TO KEEP MY MIND AGILE AND ABLE TO ADAPT AND ADJUST.

ALSO THE ATTENTION DEFICIT PROTECTED ME FROM ABSORBING THE NEGATIVE BEHAVIORS OF MY PARENTS AND OTHER NEG ADULTS AROUND ME.  

BEING FORCED BY ABUSE TO CONTAIN MY HYPERACTIVITY TAUGHT ME INTERNAL CONTROL.


                             THANK YOU GOD/JESUS               
                      

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

THE MYSTERY OF REPEATING LIVES


IT'S JUST SOOO EASY.  MOST PEOPLE REPEAT WHAT THEY'VE SEEN BEFORE.

THEY ARE COMFORTED BY KNOWING THE END OF THE STORY, BELIEVING IT MAKES THEM   APPEAR  SMARTER.

HOW CLEVER TO KNOW THE ENDING AND SO THEY REPEAT SOMEONE ELSE'S LIFE.  OR A PAST LIFE.  OR THEIR PARENTS' LIFE.

AFRAID TO LIVE AN UNKNOWN LIFE WITH AN UNKNOWN ENDING.  

WHICH IS WHY NIXON WAS PRESIDENT TWICE.  THE KNOWN CROOK VERSUS THE UNKNOWN POSSIBLY HONEST MAN.