the transition from caterpillar to butterfly is painful, confusing, not to be entered into lightly
this month so far has been filled with pain traveling to different parts and fluctuating.
dad's 16th deathiversary has been difficult and I've managed to stay balanced.
the weight gain is all part of the new me. I've never been other than a skinny popo until now. right here and now I love the new me.
at some point I hope to love my life.