YESTERDAY PRODUCTIVE DAY AND I'M O K

TALK OF MAKING MY DREAMS COME TRUE.  DROVE 30 MILES AND I'M OK.

I DROVE T TO THE AIRPORT FOR A 6 A M FLIGHT.  THEN......

SRS, ST JUST, ROSS, SAVERS, $AN C, MAIN LIB, HOME AT 6:30 FOR REST.  NO JEO DUE TO DEMO CONVENTION.  LAST WEEK REPUBS. 

I WANTED NEW BOTTOMS AND GOT THEM.  HOW MANY TIMES IN MY LIFE DO I GET WHAT I WANT.  NOT MANY. 

AND TODAY TO BEAT THE 93-100o HEAT I'M AT THE LIBRARY RESEARCHING LIVING TRUSTS. 

YESTERDAY I HAD A COLD HOT DOG THAT WAS BAD.  TODAY I DON'T KNOW. 

I PRINTED OUT THE CODE FOR SAVER'S $10/$25.  HURRAY!! I LOVE FREE MONEY.

THE CHILD IS EVER OPTIMISTIC

AT THE END OF EVERY MONTH I ALWAYS FEEL SOMETHING WONDERFUL IS WAITING FOR ME AT THE START OF THE NEXT MONTH, 

AUGUST WILL BE AWESOME!!!

AT LEAST THIS IS HOW I FEEL TODAY.

ZOOTOPIA GENERATION MAY BE THE ONE

THE MESSAGE FROM ZOOTOPIA IS THAT PREDATORS AND PREY CAN GET ALONG IF THEY CHOOSE.

I HOPE KIDS CAN INTERNALIZE THE MESSAGE AND LEARN TO GET ALONG.

DO AWAY WITH BULLIES=PREDATORS AND VICTIMS=PREY.

REMODELING MY WATERWORKS

DAVID FROM CAL PLUMBING SHOWED UP YESTERDAY PROMPTLY AT 2 AND STARTED ON THE KITCHEN SINK.  I CLEARED EVERYTHING FROM THE COUNTER AND UNDERNEATH.  THE BINS WERE CATCHING THE LEAK FROM THE FAUCET AND CORRODED PIPES.  THE CLEAN OUT UNDER THE SINK WAS FULL OF DIRT AND RUST.  IT WAS A MESS.  WAY WORSE THAN I THOUGHT.


I BEGGED MOM AND DAD TO LET ME PAY THE $300 EXTRA IT WOULD HAVE COST TO UPGRADE THE KITCHEN WHEN WE REDID THE BATHROOMS IN 1995 TO ADD SAFETY BARS.  THEY REFUSED. 


HE CHANGED THE FAUCET AND IT DRIPPED.  TOO OLD.  BRAND NEW IN THE GARAGE IN ITS BOX FOR MAYBE THIRTY YEARS. 


WE HAVE TO GET A NEW ONE FROM ORCHARD.  AND FOR THE MASTER BATH. 


DAVID CHANGED THE WASHERS IN THE MASTER SHOWER AND IT SEEMS TO BE WORKING FINE.  I BOUGHT A NEW SHOWER HEAD AT SAVERS WHICH HE INSTALLED. 


WHEN I GO TO THE CITY I SHOULD PROBABLY SAVE THE PIPE TO SHOW THEM.


(I FORGOT TO GO TODAY.  I HOT TUBBED AND I'M TAKING CARE OF ME.  I WENT TO COSTCO AND GOT GAS. 


I TRIED TO PAY AMEX AND IT SAYS I MUST CONTACT CITIBANK.)


I FEEL LIKE ITS MY HOUSE, MY WATER. 


FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.

RELEASING FEELING DOOM

EVERY TIME I FEEL HAPPY I FEEL DOOM.  I FINALLY GET THAT THE FAMILY DID THEIR BEST TO SABOTAGE MY HAPPINESS.

AND SOMEHOW I INCORPORATED THAT BEHAVIOR PATTERN AND LOSE THINGS.  MY ATTENTION DEFICIT GOES UP AND I LOSE THINGS UNLESS I SLOW IT WAY DOWN.