Inge recycle no one there $3.52 w/mine-68/52-Sunny 94/65

I made $1.20 after gas.  

MY childhood-93/65-70/52

I LOVE PLAYING.  if all my life was open and loving my life could have been so different.  oh, well.

Walter has chosen a contentious relationship w/me and I let go.  I won't be his father.  I'm his friend.  I refuse to pretend otherwise.  everyone else walks away.  

I ate my extra rice(twice the size)at 3 pm hungry from the tiny portions.  twice the chicken.  

wheel-word-the piano

bonus-my bags are packed

lovely cool overcast -71/52

Sunny hot spot 1 week stopped.  

oh, my aching back.  

deciding my perfect life-chrome froze.

8 am Men Behaving Badly.  I prefer the American version.  

I'm resting watching TV.  I watched $ (Dollars) 1971 movie Warren Beatty, Goldie Hawn.  and 1946 Undercurrent w/Katherine Hepburn, Robert Taylor, Robert Mitchum.  

I managed to retrieve pages.  

Talk like a Pirate Day-Art and Wine open extra hour

24 hour #1 parking space.  8 am calm quiet.

I don't know what I did last year.  parking Art and Wine is a mess.  I wanted to pick up St Justin I have to wait at the library.  I don't feel the need to attend if I ever did.  I usually went along to keep company with someone wanting to go.  just like being Aiko's security animal.

maybe I skipped it at Sunnyvale.  I can wait to park 9:45 or pick up then park.  I parked at 9:50 not 45.  a car was stuck at the bottom until the gate opened late.  they couldn't figure out how to back out or turn around.  so gate must not be on a timer someone forgot.  or being passive aggressive.  I was the second car at least 2 dozen(employee?) cars already parked.  

I walked over to St J 9:55.  one ham cheese no weekend bag.  I ate everything.  I was feeling tired 5 headed home.  

I had lettuce and lemon pepper tuna salad.  full day.

Nat'l cheeseburger day-LOVELY Overcast cool

a bright spot in a crazy world of fires and floods only getting worse.  no one else seems concerned.  

7:19 seniors eating sesame teriyaki mushy lunch noodles w/added chicken.  only 5 protein.  tuna salad, Vienna sausages 15.  

I puzzled and showered.  Gail and Gohan setting up Art and Wine in the park.  

I combed my hair for Fred's b'day.  I gave him the giraffe card +$5.  Melvin a big tin of assorted tea, Toki savory snacks, little Gloria bag of walnuts she gave to Walter.  Fred brought 2 boxes of Grandma's PB, chocolate chip, brownies.  maybe 40-50.  he had fun handing them out.  

had a contentious conversation w/Walter.  he won't understand Fred and Toki's politeness doesn't mean they want to listen to him drone on and on repeating his past.  they left in a hurry.  I keep reminding him we won't be around forever.  he needs to learn to make new friends.  he's afraid he can't change.  he only needs to change his behaviors.  

I picked up Atomic Habits at Cup and decided on super Safeway at Lawrence.  2/$5.98 clearance seafood salads I thought were salmon cesar.  low blood sugar tiny lunch.  delicious sugar strawberry flavored cake $2.99.  then on to central library to rest and eat.  Sammie happy his wife back from China.  

Vienna sausages

Having more fun.  I prefer eating in my car at my leisure.  

8:15 in pool swim, stretch, soak.  bookmobile 10 am cookie, milk, fruit jujubees.  

lunch w/Toki, Walter.  he's trying to dump his anxiety on me.  no way.  I got myself 2 noodles.  

500 piece Grogu Mandalorian puzzle.  fun, fun, fun.