front door shoe rack

fell apart and I didn't react.  I bought a roast beef bag at seniors and picked up St Just.  I stopped to look at a yard sale and 10:21 no line for lunch and I got a weekend.  I checked the book sale again.  

I release the need to scare myself like mom

she made a point of terror to dominate.  I no longer need to generate fear to feel her with me.  I release my self sabotage to feel a part of my family.  I misplaced the key again.  Martha library security let me know she took to lost and found.  

it's working

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

88-86 degrees 4:30.  dad's real b'day.  Trudy saved our table.  Kenny invited Jane, Fred, Walter, Toki.  makes me so happy.

hurrah!!  new denim dress and used 100% cotton tie dye beach towel.  

Matilda movie-Gloria saved ur table

she gets adopted.  I believed I was adopted at 8.  the explanation of my step mom and sisters cruelty.  but I wasn't.  they were blood related.  depressing.  

lovely St Pat's Day.  Gloria better.  Fred, Toki, Walter.  Salome still resenting Walter didn't want to hurt himself helping her sat at the end of the table.  oh, well.  worst corned beef tough and fatty.  

I'm relaxing at Central 85 degree dry heat considering Savers senior day.  too hot.  I want Gro O salad.  

WOO!!  home at 8 pm.  salad and hungry man chicken, mash, corn, choc cake.  salad and strawberries $1.99/lb.

Dan Kennedy marketing mesmerism Russel Brunson highjacked Louise Hay

'send me on my way' performed by Rusted Root in "Matilda".

comfort

Trudy won poker yesterday.  soaked and stretched an hour.  watching the Oscars 'til 10 too late for me.  

and I just noticed I'm back to wearing white.  I'm wearing my new pale green/white seersucker summer dress and white tank.  Fred and Walter at lunch.  I forgot the corned beef at home.  I gave a dinner to Ruben and chicken to Elizabeth.   

I returned Maria Twitty's call, she's rambling like Walter stream of consciousness.  she hasn't grieved her divorce.  

I'm eating the 2 sleeves of PB crackers.  so satisfying.  the chicken was unsatisfactory.  maybe the diced red bell pepper affecting my arthritis.