half b'day-Elio film

I still have vestiges of negativity and self criticism.  I recognize it isn't me.

I send it to the river of forgetfulness per Delorise Lucas.  they jealously installed it I lovingly release it.  

the animated films are projections of adult hopes and fears not for kids.  

my stomach and back reacting to stress strain.  I'm breathing through excruciating pain from back spasms.  trying not to throw up.  I usually experience at seniors 8 am.  today localized to back left ribs, hip and stomach.  grapefruit lozenge helping to settle nausea.  

hoppers film 3/6/2026

beautifully made, weird pacing.  I'm inspired to watch the new animation.  

got to 24 hour 8:40 good parking.  hot tub 104 and pool 84 degrees soak and stretch.  

straight to St Justin 10:15.  Sunshine is such a schemer.  she's after Ruben's extras.  it was Bonnie at seniors.    

And I forgot spot at home.  central reception weak.    1 pm found it in it's bin.  removed one bucket garage freezer ice.  

resting and relaxing sans back brace is delightful.  I refilled Stevia and protein supplements.  productive day.

oatmeal

I love using what I have.  huh, it was cream of wheat.  

Tom called.  I can refuse the past.  his question am I still alive he doesn't care.  he only disrespected me.  Old Family.  I have a New Family.  

Walter gave me sloppy joe and roll I got wedges.  Fred and Toki.  perfect.  

I bought college Safeway sushi free water $2.94.  2 clearance salmon Cesar salads, carnitas I froze.  

I'm quietly excited

I'm feeling improved.  the new and improved me.  

Ruben gave me PBJ and Fritos.  lunch was dry pork, noodles, horrible dry Brussels sprouts.  sad diced carrots the best part.  I didn't get extra.  I remembered I had corn chili.  Walter is using food to self medicate.  I do too.  

I puzzled 'til 5:45.  the chrome stopped working I got paranoid.  oh, well.  I figured it out.  

so happy

after walking all over yesterday I puzzled, soaked and stretched and forgot my towel used face cloth.  took longer worked fine so I rested.  slowed me down naturally, peacefully.

after lunch I puzzled all day and ate my dinner at 5.  I still had fish and Walter got me extra chickpea salad rice and chicken.  I took my time, washed my dish.  

I needed the rest.

Movie Soul on Fire

 true story of John O'Leary.  I gave it 5 stars.

Paul came after lunch I gave him his bag he gave me 2.5 oz salt vinegar chips.  he wanted to buy me Burger King but I'm full of lunch.  

white woman came to compete on puzzle.  after half an hour she puts out a piece saying "it goes over there".  I let it stay there.  I couldn't believe the nerve.  neither her mother or maid.  I should have asked how much she'd pay me.  

I went to Mission library dropped off picked up movies and Walter Cariel was there.  on to college Safeway nothing I wanted.  I considered central library went to Safeway bought corn dog $2.59 and chocolate parfait $3.49.  I'm worth it.  on to Savers I found copper 90th tiara + party goods $5.60 and folding roller $3.50.  I walked Grocery Outlet, man tried to pick me up, I've still got it.  bought doz ex large eggs Walter Cariel was there.  he was going to Savers but they were closing.  he asked what I bought and he recently donated Leta's 90th tiara.  

pain free today TYG-uncle Dickie dime-paid Bartolo, mailed life

 from auntie Tomie too.  found in senior parking lot.  TY.  

after seniors I went to college Safeway bought 2 salads I discovered I forgot to fill water so back to seniors and salad.  gave one to Paul Lloyd's friend who after I prepped it for him ate some lettuce and left mumbling.  he left his liquor bag I put in my trunk after an hour.  illegal here.  

home I ate the second salad feeling healthy.