Wednesday, September 9, 2026

feeling sad -I'm #1

Louise is my consolation.  looking for Real Foods corn thins sesame.  

24 hour at 9 am #1 space.  finished 9:30 on to B King 2 jr and 2 med fries coupon.  

people litter due to feeling frustrated.  I sat through 2 cycles waiting to turn left on Olive.  

Sunny #1 all day shade at 10:08 am.  last shade.  I considered sewing lab but nah, I don't feel like working.

5:40 finished 750 pc sewing 7 cats puzzle.  

Tuesday, September 8, 2026

continuous vitamin C and allergy plant-PAID CITIBANK

tylophora indica.  I'm feeling much better.

I went to 24 at 10 am then Citibank.  maybe gasoline tomorrow.  

seniors and central today.  keeping my appointments.  lunch banh mi not as good roll no gravy.  I got extra and I gave lackluster coleslaw to Walter.  

I drove to back parking gave Toki all the fruit.  no seniors this week.  

Martha security asked permission for me to use the staff elevator since central broken.  and she looks like she lost 10-15 lbs.  I bought Beatles Revolver for $2.  

wheel- fuji apple-CORRECT

Monday, September 7, 2026

Labor Day summer cold-Toki left me Arare Mix

Saturday I stood outside talking to Melvin in the wind and the fuzzy pollen has locked my sinuses.  my forehead is on fire.  

I'm blessed to rest.  so good.  

Sunday, September 6, 2026

still feeling sad-healing the past

I ate candy to cheer myself so I'm stuffy.  post nasal drip.  my drug of choice sweets and chips.  1 bag.

watching Biography-Cat Stevens, Dolly Parton.  

I made mac and cheese comfort food.  tuna avocado on toast.  I'm taking care of myself.  

Saturday, September 5, 2026

maybe 30 years (Happy death day dad)-Melvin chips

to get over the trauma and drama.  it's been 27.  dad's last month my sisters tortured mom, dad and I.  they suddenly took an interest in goading us.  mom going to Tahoe leaving me with dad then the chiropractor appointments leaving him tortured in pain mom and I had to experience helplessly for a week.  finally killed him in Kaiser.   

then their broken promises to mom to take care of her.  she died of a broken heart not heart failure.  no wonder I still sad.  they tried to evict me for 8 years.  harassing me 'til I retained an attorney.  complaining I was costing them money.   

listening to 432 Hz Alpha waves.  quite nice.  you tube just wanders.  and I wonder.  it's working.  

3 pm Melvin brought me 2 bags of low salt Safeway chips.  MIRACLE.  I shared my dad's last month alive.  

I'm no longer alone.  

Friday, September 4, 2026

Happy Friday-Tyler from senior gym desk visit

Gohan has been working/playing for the city since 16, intern.  ideal job.  PAID TO PARTY.  Gail and Gohan put on festivals, celebrations.  I started his Ironman puzzle.  Gail brought 2 he had to bring 3 he wants back.  

like Eric Karaoke Kids.  still hard physical work hauling electronic equipment before computers.  

I got extra baked beans the only tasty part of lunch and lots of sweets.  peach soggy, cookies, pastry.  the sloppy turkey was bony and bland.  soggy coleslaw.  people celebrating Labor Day.  

MeMe came to visit.  Nob Hill has her working mgmt 't 

Wheel food and drink-QUICK BITES.  Thursday bonus puzzle.  

Thursday, September 3, 2026

I'm here

Yippee!!  I picked new puzzle, put away his repeat choice.  500 piece Garden Path.  and I finished it.  

lunch was not good.  I decided I wanted chicken wild rice with extra can chicken, avocado, celery.  and 2 toasted English muffins.  I could easily eat a dozen.  

wheel bonus puzzle and page at odds.