Oprah hi jack

you tube interview of 'A New Douglas Stuart Novel'.  huh.  Spirit.  

Diana' second car event this month reminded me to charge my phone led me to Toki message dental cancel lunch.  

I'm enjoying puzzle I decided to postpone pool 'til after Cody bookmobile.

so perfect taking my time in pool wringer broken, going to lunch after 11.  Walter left early to walk.  I puzzled 'til 2:30.  

I decided to pick up Sunny hot spot.  then I stopped by Chipotle for carnitas and Trader Joe's cheesy puffs and raw sunflower seeds.  next to each other in the strip mall.  

home 4:30.  

so many choices

yippee! seniors I'm doing a Josephine Wall beautiful romantic puzzle.  I'm doing it to enjoy not self distracting because of physical or emotional pain.  I'm managing.  even with the threat of being sued I'm OK.  she's not biologically related to me like my 'sisters'.

home 3 pm.  stopped at BK no Whopper Wednesday in May so I used coupon for 2 Jr + 2 fries meal.  so satisfying.  watched Jeopardy and Wheel then bed.  

Jack 75 years taco Tuesday

there's one by Savers senior day.  Woo Hoo!!  across Homestead.  

I found 2 dresses and jersey headbands I can make wrist wallets $15.  Grocery Outlet has new food.  pepperoni grilled cheese and steak stew, avocados 49 cents, salad.  

home 6 pm for a feast.  

Walter Sr-Star Wars Day-PAID Bartolo $70

home 3:30.  feeling exhausted.  emotional clearing.  

I gave Walter $25 container store gift card and season 7 Big Bang Theory.  to ease the pain of missing his dad.  distraction of new behavior.  and being able to lessen his pain helps me feel my pain less.  

and I reminded him of my embryo evolution theory.  how some people are stuck short of development to full human being.  he's still upset with Nahyoung.  he got me chicken soup.  his idea of rebelling.  

and Fred and Toki are encouraged to get on with their lives.  so a good day. 

A productive day.  

I love Louise

sleeping, waking is happiness with her affirmations.  such positivity.  

watching the Librarians it's all about the relationships.  Walter doesn't have that.  he has no desire to be a part of people.  his dad isolated him like mom isolated me a form of abuse.  he may be afraid.  I learned by watching shows.  I love people.  I love watching shows.  I love watching people.

I let go-PAID DISC-ZERO PGE

how did I miss Table 19?  2017 movie.  uplifting on so many levels.  

bit by bit, cell by cell I heal.  

seniors 7:50 I soaked and stretched.  St J Gloria I shared Walters specifics of grieving and PTSD.  she gave me her donut, bagel, yogurt.

my fascination with Grimm has to do with the monsters walking around.  the people stuck in evolutionary stages as lizards, wolves etc.  never being fully compassionately human only looking human.  explains a lot of questionable behavior.  and why God allows it.  

I felt so sleepy I left the library 2 pm.  I considered paying Bartolo but I'm no longer forcing myself beyond my limits.  new behavior.  

my stomach is finally healing from 1972.  

mom's b'day-I AM BLESSED-best mom day

and I honor her.  I added little veg soup can to rice w/lunch chicken.  OK.  I'm craving chocolate drink.  

I drove back home for county returns.  I left them by the front door.  +.4 mile.   

PCH no free sweeps.  I'm listening to Louise.  my good addiction.  the culmination of 75 years.  

I want the rest of my life of ease and comfort.  

and I keep learning.  if I click on the year I access all posts.  or month by month is visible.  

I started 750 Fancy Cats puzzle.  lots of cats.  

Walter is trying to get kicked out of lunch throwing a hissy fit.  Fred and Toki trying to help.  

drove to Cup picked up 4 Librarians, Elsbeth, etc.  I had to turn in Louise CD.  I decided I wanted $5 Safeway.  tried Maria old corn dogs tried 24 hr Safeway none bought chips, back to maria Safeway 2 fresh corn dogs from bottom.  DINNER.  

home 5 pm.  Sunny hot spot pick up 5/8 same as city return.