GRIMM-senior health fair

best one ever.  Mallory worked so hard organizing and setting up.  I visited every table and got lots of goodies.  Walter had his counseling so I got his  card and picked up his lunch.  he visited me puzzling after lunch 3 times.  the most he's engaged with the senior center walking around all the tables.  

Walter appreciates me.  Paul was excited by all the people and gave me 2 wrapped pastries.  

home 3:30 tired I ate carnitas salad and lemon pepper burrito.  I fell asleep watching GRIMM and woke up at 7:30 thinking it was SAT morning.  I checked the chrome book and was surprised.  I felt restored.  

Oprah hi jack

you tube interview of 'A New Douglas Stuart Novel'.  huh.  Spirit.  

Diana' second car event this month reminded me to charge my phone led me to Toki message dental cancel lunch.  

I'm enjoying puzzle I decided to postpone pool 'til after Cody bookmobile.

so perfect taking my time in pool wringer broken, going to lunch after 11.  Walter left early to walk.  I puzzled 'til 2:30.  

I decided to pick up Sunny hot spot.  then I stopped by Chipotle for carnitas and Trader Joe's cheesy puffs and raw sunflower seeds.  next to each other in the strip mall.  

home 4:30.  

so many choices

yippee! seniors I'm doing a Josephine Wall beautiful romantic puzzle.  I'm doing it to enjoy not self distracting because of physical or emotional pain.  I'm managing.  even with the threat of being sued I'm OK.  she's not biologically related to me like my 'sisters'.

home 3 pm.  stopped at BK no Whopper Wednesday in May so I used coupon for 2 Jr + 2 fries meal.  so satisfying.  watched Jeopardy and Wheel then bed.  

Jack 75 years taco Tuesday

there's one by Savers senior day.  Woo Hoo!!  across Homestead.  

I found 2 dresses and jersey headbands I can make wrist wallets $15.  Grocery Outlet has new food.  pepperoni grilled cheese and steak stew, avocados 49 cents, salad.  

home 6 pm for a feast.  

Walter Sr-Star Wars Day-PAID Bartolo $70

home 3:30.  feeling exhausted.  emotional clearing.  

I gave Walter $25 container store gift card and season 7 Big Bang Theory.  to ease the pain of missing his dad.  distraction of new behavior.  and being able to lessen his pain helps me feel my pain less.  

and I reminded him of my embryo evolution theory.  how some people are stuck short of development to full human being.  he's still upset with Nahyoung.  he got me chicken soup.  his idea of rebelling.  

and Fred and Toki are encouraged to get on with their lives.  so a good day. 

A productive day.  

I love Louise

sleeping, waking is happiness with her affirmations.  such positivity.  

watching the Librarians it's all about the relationships.  Walter doesn't have that.  he has no desire to be a part of people.  his dad isolated him like mom isolated me a form of abuse.  he may be afraid.  I learned by watching shows.  I love people.  I love watching shows.  I love watching people.

I let go-PAID DISC-ZERO PGE

how did I miss Table 19?  2017 movie.  uplifting on so many levels.  

bit by bit, cell by cell I heal.  

seniors 7:50 I soaked and stretched.  St J Gloria I shared Walters specifics of grieving and PTSD.  she gave me her donut, bagel, yogurt.

my fascination with Grimm has to do with the monsters walking around.  the people stuck in evolutionary stages as lizards, wolves etc.  never being fully compassionately human only looking human.  explains a lot of questionable behavior.  and why God allows it.  

I felt so sleepy I left the library 2 pm.  I considered paying Bartolo but I'm no longer forcing myself beyond my limits.  new behavior.  

my stomach is finally healing from 1972.