I've used distractions to avoid feeling pain. I don't need it. I can manage the pain.
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I wouldn't believe it if it hadn't happened to me.
Monday, April 13, 2026
Saturday, April 11, 2026
found green car key in a lunch bag YIPPEE!!-35/59 city 30/37
bottom pocket. I soaked and stretched. I picked up St Just lunch sprinkling. 4 pm more rain forecast.
reading Feb/Mar AARP magazine p. 21 ad for boost oxygen. CVS aisle 6 & 17. I called 15% of battery charge.
Heavenly. I decided on a J in Box 4 tacos dinner $3.69. online remembered everything somewhat scary.
home early I decided to reset straps on denim sweetheart dress and it went so smoothly I reattached the straps on seersucker dress.
Friday, April 10, 2026
SENIORS!-38/59-PAID CITI
only took 75 years. started raining after I waited at the front door. I preferred not being crowded.
brilliant day of puzzles and rest. I finally decided to pay Citi and check out remodeled BK. 2 fish $6. home at 4 pm. earliest I've been home all week. Citi has wi-fi too.
Thursday, April 9, 2026
I just came when ready-38/59
I've always scheduled everything, not today. I prepped car and came.
I'm feeling powerful. just me and Walter at lunch. no buffers.
yum 3:30 finished Women artists puzzle treated myself to mini cinnamon coffee cake.
my favorite dance-abundance.
Wednesday, April 8, 2026
Seniors-Sunny 41/59 city 33/37
I mixed protein powder at home and brought to drink here. very creamy vanilla. my ADD may be a reaction to family abuse. distracting myself.
3:30 puzzling map of U.S. made of license plates. finished 4:30. now waiting for wheel solutions. I want BK Wednesday Whoppers. $3.99 maybe not. requires app. I still have 2 sandwiches, mac cheese, lots of food. I don't know.
today Savers I don't want to drive.
Tuesday, April 7, 2026
new way to fix post revert to draft and republish-43/59&36/37
after connection interruption won't update without wipe.
I soaked and stretched 10 am class in lap pool I enjoyed the exercise music Pocket Full of Sunshine(Igor).
Heaven. lunch with my good chosen family. and extra chicken tortilla wrap way better than hot lunch deli meat stew mushy carrot cauliflower.
so I stayed and talked to Walter. he's ungrateful. so his improvements may revert. I stayed puzzling and reading Dame Judy Dench memoirs 'til 6 wheel of fortune puzzle. I bought BK bourbon Whopper Jr. tomorrow Whopper Wednesday $3.99. I added Vicky's avocado delicious.
Monday, April 6, 2026
wondering 49/59-36/37 Bartolo yard just as I left-day#14 no hot
Vicky offered preferred avocados. I took 4 she gave Inge bag 10. HUH.
all books present and accounted for. I've been looking for days and this morning TA DA!! in the front seat I searched countless times.
I stayed at seniors puzzling Goldilocks & 3 bears 'til 6 did wheel. decided on SC BK looked for my wallet. not in bags drove home looked in clothes. called Discover Diamond no new purchases so probably misplaced, I froze account. I called CVS OTC new card cancelled old. THEN I found wallet in grocery bag. I called Discover robot unfroze easy. TA DA!! I have to stop scaring myself.
I made a strawberry salad added chicken. delicious. tomorrow BK.