I'm feeling old sadness erupting. fat is the layer of insulation protecting us from stored pain. get rid of the pain get rid of the fat.
hersusanstory-Child
I wouldn't believe it if it hadn't happened to me.
Saturday, October 17, 2026
Friday, October 16, 2026
new behavior 25/63 PAUSED & (34/52 HOT SPOT READY PICK UP)-PAID PHONE, DISCOVER /Cap One Shay
changing my back. I'm relaxing more. the Betty Crocker puzzle was fun.
projected 90's next 2 days. then next week it may rain Tuesday.
Krusty burger for dinner and b'fast. so good. yesterday lunch said turkey burger tasted beef. YUM. the chocolate protein Ensure upset my stomach. possibly too rich.
I collected my Daily Word and election materials for November.
this morning I was #34 hot spot and checking Happy's Place both were ready. and Sammi gave me PBJ and hazelnut Trader Joe crepes.
Thursday, October 15, 2026
best time to park 7:30-25/63 & 37/52
#2 parking.
so far I'm good. as long as my books are found.
oh, what to do. despite the floury custard at some point I want it again. eh, today or tomorrow.
Wednesday, October 14, 2026
Tuesday, October 13, 2026
spot 40/52 & 33/63-Tuesday
lunch w/Toki & Walter. Fred cancelled. street blocked roadwork. winner, winner, chicken dinner.
listening to Louise. HEAVEN! I thought about Nations pie. maybe tomorrow.
I ate a cookie and want a nap. sat on couches the envy of catty white women.
remembered I wanted Savers and Grocery Outlet. bought 2XL hood tent, fuzzy hangers, Frozen Elsa curtain 12.60. bacon leeks fried rice 6, juice 3, arare 4, goat cheese 7, caesar salad 3.5.
wheel- from way downtown
Monday, October 12, 2026
Energy deficit
serial killers lack the capacity of storing contact energy. we evolved surviving in groups needing 'vitamin people'. at some developmental point the compassion connections weren't made. they kill to alleviate frustrations. they're like rabid animals lacking self preservation instincts. they know right from wrong and invite destruction.
I read second half of LP Can't Wait to Get to Heaven. perfect. Elner Shimfissle is amazing.
Holiday-simple gifts 8:30 am-Armando & Teresa Sunnyvale 34/63 lunch nutrition. Herman & Yanti-42/52 central
I Let go and let God. decided to dress and go straight to Sunny. arrived, parked 8:55 am after fruit pick up. sat in car 'til 9. Debi on vacation. I flew standby. they are now signing next week in advance. this is a new procedure. music started 10. I contributed $. Armando gave me milk, Teresa got me coffee. menu chicken, broccoli tops, scoop of red potato German salad, whole wheat biscuit, milk, apple. chrome charging is weird. there's a battery saver 80% auto default. now I wonder if cord is OK. it doesn't always charge when plugged in. like a reverse trickle charger.