#4-OK

day 3 I'm OK-80/59

I'm getting used to freedom and I'm loving life.  I'm loving freedom.  maybe that's what keeps people unhappy.  the prison of the past.  

day 2 no hot spot-85/59

Walter won't admit coffee and chocolate candy b'fast isn't good for acid stomach.  

regular 8 am soak and stretch followed by beef broccoli brown rice coleslaw pretty tasty lunch.  I still want Grocery Outlet.  

I snacked and played at central library copy room.  I borrowed 300 pc Wysocki 15X21 puzzle to check and clean.  

Magnesium from the Dollar Tree-87/59

so good.  I read the soil is depleted of magnesium and I have more energy.  

soak and stretched.  lunch BBQ turkey burger tasty.  Fred, Toki, Walter.  Ruben gave me last piece of blueberry creme cake and container.  

"what you appreciate appreciates."  Louise.  

living room avalanche-87/54

this is the third area.  the front door laundry wasn't mention able.  and kept falling.  the kitchen mess is all a barricade against the sisters.  trying to camouflage my stuff amidst the mess.  

I'm better.  I slept.  I was concerned my back would react by keeping me awake.  I'm good.  THETA WAVES.

fun, fun, book sale despite heat 32/$5.  I parked in the shade and puzzled 1:30-5:30.  

front door shoe rack

fell apart and I didn't react.  I have a plan.  empty bin in garage perfect.

I bought a roast beef bag at seniors and picked up St Just.  I stopped to look at a yard sale and 10:21 no line for lunch and I got a weekend.  I checked the book sale again.  noon I bought 10/$5.  MY HAPPY CHILDHOOD.  

I considered Sunny, tomorrow noon book sale and return spot.  NEW ME!  

At home 3 pm I put garage stored boots in one bin and used the emptied bin for the front door shoes.  re-assembled plastic shelving and organized trash bags.  2 hours of sweaty work.  I did it.  delicious roast beef reward.

I release the need to scare myself like mom

she made a point of terror to dominate.  I no longer need to generate fear to feel her with me.  I release my self sabotage to feel a part of my family.  I misplaced the key again.  Martha library security let me know she took to lost and found.