woke 2:30-6:30

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I ate the last tamale/2 eggs.  what a weekend.  my best yet.  

Life can be fun.  who knew?  

I'm stressing over reliving the collision.  I'm to fill out questionnaire.  ugh!

so I'm rewarding myself w/300 piece 19 cats puzzle.  funny expressions.  

Walter got me extra fish and zucchini.  I didn't want the bell pepper slaw.  I'm going to cook the salsa. 

waking with you tube Louise-80/66

perfection.  'Sleep in Peace, Wake in Joy' is the best recording ever.  I feel completely integrated.  I dressed all in black.  Eric death day coming the 13th.  3rd birthday.  

12:43 parked in the shade at the library.  I can hang or leave early.  I returned the hot spot and borrowed Jurassic Dominion and Rebirth.  and book Atomic Habits.

I decided to add scrambled eggs to spicy library tamales.  I considered polenta.  I remembered I had 3 corn tortillas.  Delicious.  

24 hour parking -Seeds of 250 years-Leta Cariel St Justin BBQ

9:30 not good parking.  people leave the hour and half hour.  I had to wait.  so 15 or 45 better.  

arrived St Justin 10:30 I chose PBJ and extra chips.  and eating makes me sleepy.  lots of sugar.  bliss reading, eating, resting, relaxing.  

ooh!!  I charged my spare phone 0%.  1 pm PA 'Seeds of 250 Years' lecture and food samples of east and west coast of early America.  pickled watermelon rind and old California tamales like fruit/hamburger, corn chips & salsa, watermelon 'shrub' drink.  interesting history of food.  

5 pm library closed I remembered I need fish oil omega 3.  CVS I bought Flax seed omega 3.  5:30 St Justin I drove around for parking.  I checked in and Leta was already in mass.  Beverly daughter in law working.  

Leta is a fire cracker of love.  best BBQ.  she visited w/everyone had 2 beers.  cheeseburgers perfect, variety of chips, most excellent strawberry, blueberry feta balsamic spring salad.  strawberry or vanilla ice cream cups dessert.  done by 7:30 I got salad and 2 wieners extra vanilla.  I ate so much.  

Bartolo next door Betty & Dave Todd 8:30 am-PAID CITIBANK

24 hour then Citi.  I considered paying B but I don't want to start a precedent.  I'll wait 'til Tues.  

lunch Fred and Walter 3 cups of coffee.  lots of extra food.  fewest people.

I'm thinking of the CSAA auto questionnaire.  I'm reading through it.  I want to print out copies of 2024 blog pages.  Monday.  senior center re opens Spring week.  today I'm resting in the cool overcast planning my life taking care of me.  maybe taking my own advice.  

feels like Saturday.

I almost lost my wallet, fell out of my fishing shirt pocket w/candy and 3 hours later was still on the library floor.  TYGJ.  I renewed chrome.  puzzled 300 piece Wysocki Americana I gave to Sammy.  

5 pm I was tired.  Safeway I bought 2 corn dogs, piece of German chocolate $2.50 and Angel food $2 cake, 4 mini chips $2.  

wheel late.  then Happy's Place and People Puzzler.  

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it's gently raining like Wednesday 2/14/2024 tesla collision.  still feels like an attack.  the injustice of suing Me.  my family.  

I let it go to God.  and tom too.  

b'fast of salad and pizza mac snack.   I walked Food Maxx after 24 Fitness.  nothing I wanted.  

lunch was lovely w/Toki.  Walter 5 cups of coffee.  he doesn't connect it to gerd.  oh, well.  Sunshie gave me 2 Walmart mini 

I finished Moana puzzle 2 pieces missing.  

home 5 pm for a change.  I found red envelopes I misplaced and I remembered black Buxton wallet.  exactly the same as red.  black was stolen at least 10 years ago so I stopped using it.  returned less $20 cash by mail from south San Jose.

feeling old fear and terror I choose Peace

Fear is trying to protect me.  the past, post traumatic stress is evolutionary protection.  there are no bears or lions.  

now today there's no one going to beat and torture me but me.  

one thing at a time.  I have to pay Citi, smog car, 24 hour resolution.  

I'm watching Harry Wild.  I've lived long enough to see odd women like me on TV.  Elsbeth.  

Smogged!!  I went after Gym.  resolved sort of.  no fingerprint scan.  I promised Gari brand new solar Nekko good luck cat I never even opened box.  I'm debating Mr Grumpy. 

lunch simply Fred and Walter.  no Toki.  she used to only bring Helen once a week.

at central library I did Walter puzzle assortment.  Disney Moana already opened incomplete 300 piece missing one.  

5 pm went to Savers nothing I wanted.  Grocery Outlet cheese crackers, 2 pizza mac snack.  home 8 pm People Puzzler.  bed 9:30.