I'm watching a remarkable Hallmark movie about dream weavers "My Dreams of You". most romance movies are predictable, formulaic. this movie felt refreshing restoring my faith in movies' ability to open vistas. dove tails with my love for dream catchers.
I now have fond memories. Bob Hope theme song from "Big Broadcast 1938".
I had tuna sandwich b'fast and slept in. BLISS!!
Fred, Toki, Walter all TGIF'd. Sunshine asked me if I attended the Senior Suicide Focus group when I sat right next to her.
I remembered County returns and holds. new return machines not hooked up yet. I was directed to toss in a bin. St Just construction blocked I detoured and walked Safeway Friday sale Doritos and Haagen-Dazs' lemon coconut sorbet 214% daily sugar.
YIPPEE!!
Louise little blue book 1976. listening and processing.
WOW!! woke up at 8 after falling back asleep after 3 am bathroom break. I ate my lasagna and dressed. half hour I was showering and in the pool.
Cody 10 am I walked a lot back and forth to my car for water, cards, snacks. then through sorting cards I brought some to donate to the library bookstore. I read and ate 1 1/2 tuna sandwiches. lunch with Fred and Walter 2 extra lunches and tuna. Cindy 2 PB cookies. 1:30 Senior Suicide focus group one hour $50 gift card. Thomas, Sunshine, Inge, David, Martin, Vera. interesting. snacks strawberries and PB crackers, 2 waters.
I gave David the red bird wooden puzzle. he showed up at 5. Sammy was there early. home 6:30 2 fish and fresh strawberries.
a great way to wake up. 25 minutes of heaven. library woman asked about her again. Louise went through hell to demonstrate creating heaven.
Louise Hay Day. 10/8/26-8/30/17.
Ruben gave me his lunch bag. Fred, Trudy, Kenny, Toki, Walter still miffed Gil tried to corner him yesterday. I had to laugh at the perfect example of how he creates his experience. physics in action. he gave me his tuna sandwich. he and Fred are tired of 3 days the same lunch.
I relaxed at the library 'til 4, walked Savers 2 hours then Grocery Outlet I bought the last coconut drink, home at 6.
this is probably the first time in history the masses have the possibility of peace. and Trump has started WW3. oh well.
now I know publishing from post page loses my auto update.
I'm feeling I don't know what. scattered by an internal wind. I must be resetting.
Savers new red roller $4.20, new air fryer in box $17.49, facial wipes $1.40. then Grocery Outlet $1.49 salad and lasagna $4.99.
listening to Louise I'm consciously using DST to manage my day. I usually resent any and every change as an intrusion to my routine. I see today as an opportunity to improve my schedule.
I successfully changed setting from dark to light theme. no idea how it reset itself to dark. I expected it to reset itself, it didn't.
I changed my clocks. I considered and discarded doing laundry. I'm resting. not even a library today.
I'm feeling conflicted turmoil in my gut. the love I received from my Hawaii family. I remember. it feels like my drought has ended. I didn't need sleep supplements. I'm dealing with my stored pain. processing not avoiding with addiction.
I'm listening to Louise. I'm watching "the Neighborhood" family issues are my issues.
I've never enjoyed DST before.
