Monday, October 12, 2026

Energy deficit

serial killers lack the capacity of storing contact energy.  we evolved surviving in groups needing 'vitamin people'.  at some developmental point the compassion connections weren't made.  they kill to alleviate frustrations.  they're like rabid animals lacking self preservation instincts.  they know right from wrong and invite destruction.  

Holiday-simple gifts 8:30 am-Armando & Teresa Sunnyvale 34/63 lunch nutrition. Herman & Yanti-42/52 central

I Let go and let God.  decided to dress and go straight to Sunny.  arrived, parked 8:55 am after fruit pick up.  sat in car 'til 9.  Debi on vacation.  I flew standby.  they are now signing next week in advance.   this is a new procedure.   music started 10.  I contributed $.   Armando gave me milk, Teresa got me coffee.  menu chicken, broccoli tops, scoop of red potato German salad, whole wheat biscuit, milk, apple.                                chrome charging is weird.  there's a battery saver 80% auto default.  now I wonder if cord is OK.  it doesn't always charge when plugged in.   like a reverse trickle charger.


Saturday, October 10, 2026

PAID Costco-43/52 & 38/64--Hygge(hew-guh) Danish well being

paying my bills feels good.  

comic con 2026 the 8th (2016).  skipped 2 years covid.  truly a FREAK SHOW.  copy room open.  I parked under central 10 am packed.  walked and picked up St Justin signed up for Thanksgiving and Christmas.  

free bottled water like the Manuka honey is hard to open.  

last night I mixed strawberry Quick w/protein powder.  so delicious.  

listening to Louise and reading Gut Feelings Dr Will Cole prefers R Plutchik 1980 Wheel of Emotions to Leary's Circumplex 1957.  food and feelings.  my favorite drug.  

hormetic-good stress cold shower

Friday, October 9, 2026

hot 41/64 & 44/52

SVP b'day.  I paid my $16.  cake and choc pastry.  and for Fred.  

wheel- pounding the pavement

celebrity-Lennon Parham

Thursday, October 8, 2026

latest ever-43/64 & 47/52-target bill

I woke 7.  ate my 2 patties/cheese.  delicious.  

I returned autist book and Motherload movie to Cody.  I don't need ticket to library comic con Saturday if I want to go.  I don't know.  checking out the writers married couple Alex Derwick and Van Tran Nguyen.  

I baptized myself with my tea lunch w/Fred and little Gloria.  I'm so relaxed I don't care.  I got some paper towel and put a chair over it.  Walter so self involved never noticed me soaking wet.  

I'm researching Nation's burgers, pies, b'fasts.  my last passion.  

custard is flour less eggs.  not worth $8.  not $4.  

Wednesday, October 7, 2026

decided not to wait-46/64 & 48/52

far side shade OK.  seniors 2 men come at 7 leave by 7:30.  

I'm feeling OK.  I soaked stretched 8:30-10:30 am.  

I'm puzzling Sunnyvale Harry Potter hologram 7 missing.  

even better reading People Mag on Dolly.  no second pool today.  I prefer reading.  using the couches upstairs.  

Jack in Box Krusty Burger single, double, triple.  or chicken Treehouse of Horror.  

I saved 2 patties for tomorrow.  triple plus free coupon med fries perfect.  put county movie returns in car.  

wheel - a zesty dish

Tuesday, October 6, 2026

soaked 8:30-10-49/52 & 48/64

I wanted to stay longer but I was done.  

Joanne lunch complaining of 74 heat projected 94 today.  

Gloria brought me weekly ads from Mission Library.