an opportunity to make this the best 4th ever

subliminal works.  I'm feeling better about this holiday than ever before.

I can do what I want.  senior center is a job of being of service when possible.  I tidied an hour just using a trash bag.  I used to make a production out of it.  it's lovely 60 cool.  

started b'fast w/slaw added raw sunflower kernels.  and I nuked some oatmeal.  

I think my upset stomach is from mucus.  my nose is always stuffy mornings then it goes away.  

Oh! The Great Race is on.  Aiko 18 traded me to Roy for dates with his slimy friends.  I was 13 when she decided to have me clean up for her weekend all night parties when the parents went to gamble in Tahoe.  Aiko talked mom into double dating.  and so I was raped.  Roy took me to Reno saying we'd get married but he was too cheap for a room and we spent the weekend in the theater watching this over and over.  WOW!  I've come a long way.  survived a lot.  

Star Chapter books reaching for the stars-Ruben's b'day

I found a bookmobile graphic novel.  15 minute read Super Roomies.  fun, fun, silly willy.  

lunch is better with Walter ignoring me for Fred and Toki.  he doesn't want a better life and that's OK.  I can relax and enjoy.  

I'm loving my life right now this minute.  

dinner green peas 3 T mayo, diced tomato, lunch potato wedges.  dessert 3 snicker doodles, small slice of Ruben's lemon cake, half small bag Maui onion chips.  

happy July-Bartolo yard

I'm playing all day.  lunch was back to mediocre.  Walter knows he blew it.  Fred was back from dentist.  I stepped back and Fred and Toki are connecting w/Walter.  

I'm puzzling. phantom stole puzzle picture again.  I biked and read Wodehouse.  HEAVEN!!  after mediocre lunch Fred, Toki, Walter knows he dissed me.  talked at Fred and Toki.  I stepped back.  I puzzled 'til 5.

I had 4 servings of banh mi pork.  finished it and discovered green peas I cooked and forgot in microwave w/mayo so good.  the perfect dessert.  I nuked corn bread mix w/butter and water OK.  satisfactory.  Krusteaz very sweet.  

life imitating art-Mallory retirement party-mailed weather and phone records 2024 to Koyama

 I'm reading P G Wodehouse Damsel in Distress and Soon needed rescuing.  locked her keys in her locker.  life following fiction.  

Walter too annoying ate the ban mi because I said it was the only thing I wanted.  I'm done he has left the nest.  

chrome overheated, crashed and I got it back

too much nostalgia watching Disney special.  I let go of the past.  

I've been suffering unduly.  I drank almost an entire 750 ml of grapefruit drink and my tummy is fine.  

Yippee!!

muscle spasms-4 to one again

 NAUSEA from intense pain.  I just realized the collision marks them against me again.  this is all about forgiving and releasing the family.

the four of them against me.  now I have my own team.  I'm not alone.  I have friends.  

took an hour in the tub under jets to relax my sore battered muscles.  

I'm sipping cherry juice I've had for months in my gym roller.  

I feel exhausted.  most of my life has been barely maintaining, keeping the wolves away.  doing what I want never existed before.  

fires make us cooler

I looked up weather 2/14/2024 shows rain not clear and dry.  

the air pollution from fires create overcast.  

I'm reading PG Wodehouse online and watching Blandings.  

Vibrations of Heaven.