all green lights 5 minutes

took my supplements and forgot to eat.  I keep granola bars with me.  

and I forgot to charge my phone 73%.  

taking care of me 24 hour fitness-HEAVEN!!--21/65

miss Vicky Jesus'sister has 24 through one pass.com from Kaiser.  Toki can get it.  

9 am sitting Cup lib auto return not online listening to Louise using city guest.  HEAVEN!!  

Asian man just gave me free 17.6 oz new Manuka honey Apr 2030.  I love the stuff.  online $50.

Oh that man from 24 Super in sunny vale parked next to me.  he'd buy a newspaper and trash r/t share.  I've seen him here weekends.  

and now to read Marla Gibbs.  more Heaven.  I returned and borrowed movies

I expeditiously picked up St Justin from Sandy.  cheese and PBJ.  perfect w/corn salad.  I bought a sale book bag $5 and single $1 of French and Saunders.  I finished 1 puzzle.  

seat cover-seniors I sit and read, my favorite thing to do-23/66

I can make over the jeans.  tool belt.  purse.  back pack.  

Fred, Toki, Walter lunch company good.  salads and sandwiches.  tiny cheese cake bites.  must be Father's day.  or Juneteenth.  Biden made it holiday.  

I walked college Safeway, bought $5 Jack Daniels pulled pork.  home with corn tomato bean cilantro salad.  

home 2:30.  

I'm excited like it's my b'day-25/66

warning lucid dream of older and young predator pretending to be contractors seeking prey.  my home remodel is almost complete.  don't allow in.  

I ate potato eggs I cooked last night at 5 this a m.  then thought and relaxed sans TV.  

I biked for half and half hours after the pool.  Candice asked my input on her difficult mom.  old Asians act crazy.  

I gave Walter birthday white willow contingent it works for him or return.  I reminded Fred brought a belt and I wanted cd player and Toki.  he didn't want jeans.  I can convert it to a tool bag.  

post office drop off 6:43 am-31/66-Barbara O

I've tried so hard to forget I forgot to list my injuries.  and car repair costs.  

my initial phone meeting w/Barbara O.  I remembered @ 12:50; hustled my chrome bag-phone from the locker room and questionnaire bag from car.   Phew!!  50 minutes.  she explained the process could take a year.  

poor Eric Togami.  he had to go through the trial 1998 and appeal 2003.  

I went to Panera redeemed $5 reward for steak melted cheese sandwich.  so good with coleslaw.  perfection.

bed 8:30 nothing on TV.  

determined to fill up $5.20-38/66

8 minutes to accomplish.  lunch meatballs extra Walter.  Ruben sandwiches chips juice.  I gave Paul LLoyd's friend ham cheeses.  

I sat with my pain then biked an hour processing sadness, getting it out of my body.  I still felt restless and used it to fill out the questionnaire a little at a time.  took all day.  made a copy of what I had at Mission then Central.  

decided I wanted beet from CVS.  and walked Safeway green olive 12 oz loaf $3 clearance and 4/$2 chips.

home 7:30.  pleasantly exhausted.  

back to work-39/66

I found the return envelope.  I'm more stressed than I thought.  I have no idea how it got across the room.   

just thinking of the questionnaire brings up MAJOR PTSD Eric and my parents and sisters.  the last almost 40 years.  HELL!  

everything I've avoided to survive.   IT'S BACK!!  like a horrible movie monster that won't die.  

home game show won't play.  early bed.