finished park puzzle put away cats. showered and biked. lunch seafood jambalaya half a cup. tiny. Leta gave me hers.
I remembered county He-man expires today. I picked up 2 Mel Robbins books too. then I went to Cup super Safeway for $5 Friday Innovasian frozen rice, chicken, salad $2.50, Talenti pistachio gelato $2.50.
YUM!! home 3 pm ate seafood stew and gelato. dinner some rice and an egg. dessert oatmeal.
HAPPINESS IS A HABIT.
I soaked and stretched. returned and renewed books and movies Cody bookmobile. gave him milk & 2 cookies. he had a cold.
lunch w/Gloria, Fred brought a battery storage I didn't want given to Walter. Toki and little gloria. I read upstairs 'til 3 then biked feeling so sleepy home by 4. Gloria walked to Mission got ads.
cooked chicken skin, ate coleslaw and mash. tossed Ruben's moldy 10/27 dessert.
I'm soothing myself puzzling. inside I'm trembling and screaming. I wonder if Parkinson's is fear based. diet and behavior.
YES!! fear and control.
I RELAX KNOWING I AM SAFE.
lunch salisbury steak with Toki and Walter. little Gloria came late oh well sat w/Elizabeth+Albert acting weird re Thanksgiving church lunch. Salome and Gill too. Hmmm... weird energy.
I'm puzzling wearing a Valkyrie shirt from Gail.
wheel messed up. celebrity. she threw three free throws.
I didn't misplace it. it was late. I puzzled an hour.
I soaked stretched an hour. lunch Fred, Toki, Walter, little Gloria. I got extra collards. I read then puzzled EX 2 showed up 3 pm I ignored him.
home 6 pm.
arrived early enjoying the morning. phone was zero charge. switched batteries charged both. I HAVE BOTH.
soaked and stretched 2 hours. I may go back at 4 pm.
lovely Fred back Walter 5 minutes early. turmeric tilapia no Toki. dozen Halloween Reeses cups.
Mailman in parking lot accepted life and vote. I don't have to make separate trip.
I've misplaced hot spot plastic bag. due Fri 11/6.
EX 2 is at puzzle table. computer room empty. YAY!!
I biked 48 minutes to avoid napping.
Nob Hill 3 frozen dinners $7.50, 2 nuts $4.50, Halloween plastic skull $2.50.
found plastic bag and hot spot instructions!!
going to bed at 7 helps. made noodles with 2 eggs for b'fast.
listening to Louise gives me strength. w/o her example I wouldn't have hope for a better life, a better day, a better hour.
I'm watching "Reba". I AM A THRIVER. watching a messy loving more stable family helps me. Jacque Ex's secretary tried to befriend me to lessen her guilt too. only took season 5 to figure out my attraction.
I deserve love, support, happiness. I deserve my ideal life. such a foreign concept.
for the first time I am calm and happy. I've been manic but not happy. my childhood of avoiding punishment was the extent of my happiness.
I pondered Costco gas fill up. today less traffic. $5.40/gal ave $5.90.
seniors tub great. done 9:30.
Sandy is all alone at St Justin. bare bones lunch no weekend bags. no water bottles. extra chips 4 oranges.
library quiet copy room 10:20. I ate my lunch, read my book, my Wodehouse online, completed 200 piece planet puzzle 12-1. feeling exhausted and sleepy.
stopped at Jack in the Box for triple Krusty burger and free fries coupon.
napped 3-5 feeling better.
