Life ins bill due 5 came 2-election day

I didn't misplace it.  it was late.  I puzzled an hour.  

I soaked stretched an hour.  lunch Fred, Toki, Walter, little Gloria.  I got extra collards.  I read then puzzled EX 2 showed up 3 pm I ignored him.

home 6 pm.  

I'm loving the light

arrived early enjoying the morning.  phone was zero charge.  switched batteries charged both.  I HAVE BOTH.  

soaked and stretched 2 hours.  I may go back at 4 pm.  

lovely Fred back Walter 5 minutes early.  turmeric tilapia no Toki.  dozen Halloween Reeses cups.

Mailman in parking lot accepted life and vote.  I don't have to make separate trip.  

I've misplaced hot spot plastic bag.  due Fri 11/6.  

EX 2 is at puzzle table.  computer room empty.  YAY!!  

I biked 48 minutes to avoid napping.  

Nob Hill 3 frozen dinners $7.50, 2 nuts $4.50, Halloween plastic skull $2.50.  

found plastic bag and hot spot instructions!!

rain woke me 3 am DST-next door Amazon package Todds I leaned on doorbell Betty (Dave) moved car blocking my driveway ALL week

going to bed at 7 helps.  made noodles with 2 eggs for b'fast.  

listening to Louise gives me strength.  w/o her example I wouldn't have hope for a better life, a better day, a better hour.  

I'm watching "Reba".  I AM A THRIVER.  watching a messy loving more stable family helps me.  Jacque Ex's secretary tried to befriend me to lessen her guilt too.  only took season 5 to figure out my attraction.

I deserve love, support, happiness.  I deserve my ideal life.  such a foreign concept.  

Happy Halloween ME-COSTCO gas

for the first time I am calm and happy.  I've been manic but not happy.  my childhood of avoiding punishment was the extent of my happiness.

I pondered Costco gas fill up.  today less traffic.  $5.40/gal ave $5.90.  

seniors tub great.  done 9:30.  

Sandy is all alone at St Justin.  bare bones lunch no weekend bags.  no water bottles.  extra chips 4 oranges.

library quiet copy room 10:20.  I ate my lunch, read my book, my Wodehouse online, completed 200 piece planet puzzle 12-1.  feeling exhausted and sleepy.

stopped at Jack in the Box for triple Krusty burger and free fries coupon.  

napped 3-5 feeling better.   

WHEW!! Angelique then Wermaryl @ Trans America Life-PAID CITY

36 minutes to get paperwork re surrender and taxes.  800-851-9777.  ext: 4820982. 

I don't enjoy talking.  I am loving my unicorns glasses case I'm using for my phone.  shiny pink 4 rhinestones.  lavender lining.  

Walter is still a butt.  I told him I don't enjoy talking and he stupidly tells me I'm talking.  I don't like counseling his stupidity but I do it.  I don't like everything I still have to do.  I'm feeling VERY frustrated.  he did get me pasta meatballs.  

so I went to college Safeway looking for 3/$5 Friday beef spring rolls.  GONE.  I bought 1 pistachio pint ice cream 2/$5 and $60 cash.  scooted over to CVS bought multi 2 for 1.  not much on shelves. 

home Safeway also out of spring rolls I bought 5 cans Progresso soups for 2 and $60 cash. pistachio so good.  

I misplaced my medicare card.  I put my CDL in my wallet.  I searched the front of the car for an hour and gave up and found it in the sharks backpack in the house laughing.  

Envy not or else

Linda nurse envies me.  yeah right.  the story of my life.  I was meditating on the fact my parents hated happiness.  they punished me whenever I showed happiness.  in the tub I was meditating on the stupid insane arguments they promoted and how hard I've worked to change myself.  

Walter was in poop form.  took a whole pain pill and became a pill.  he blames me and I'm not having it.  he overdid causing himself pain and expects sympathy.  not from me.  I know he's smarter than he's acting.  I tried to share my bargains he said he's not interested in shopping.  I'm not interested in one up man ship.  OK.  

I'm capitalizing on rest and relaxation.  

8 pm medicare .gov has no specific details of the plans.  I need help.  good I signed up for hicap.  

misplaced life insurance no worry

I've been doing it for years.  I send a check w/o statement.  

jerk EX 2 left finished puzzle NOW missing corner.  I'm amusing myself elsewhere.  I'm reading my Wodehouse and McCall Smith.