I'm loving the relaxation-92/65 & 66/52-Beverly & Walter & Leta

totally different.  no mom to terrorize or torture me.  or Aiko.  or Mit.  or dad.  I give them to God.

Walter is my new dad too.  I guess.  Success.

I can breathe deeply, taking in life.  I'm reconfiguring my life.  

6 new movies from Cody mobile.  

I'm cutting the baby bird loose.  he can sit w/Fred and Gloria.  today is Freedom!!  he chose to sit w/me.  he had new people to talk at.  Gil sat at next table and Walter kept looking at him so he started to come over and Walter ran away.  fun, fun, silly willy.

Gloria came and talked.  she, Maria and Fred were puzzled at lunch.  she walked to the Mission library and brought me weekly ads and coupons.  

Inge recycle no one there $3.52 w/mine-68/52-Sunny 94/65

I made $1.20 after gas.  soaked stretched an hour in both pools.

Walter still weird.  I won't play.  life is too important.  he doesn't get it.  I told Toki.  Fred is back.  he missed us.  4 days r/t week and half.  

Walter is still keeping extra to punish me.  ha!  I drank extra protein shake.  

I started Tiggr puzzle.  soft gentle pastels.  

wheel bonus-taking flight

words-in the garden

space bar is finally working.  

MY childhood-93/65-70/52

I LOVE PLAYING.  if all my life was open and loving my life could have been so different.  oh, well.

Walter has chosen a contentious relationship w/me and I let go.  I won't be his father.  I'm his friend.  I refuse to pretend otherwise.  everyone else walks away.  

I ate my extra rice(twice the size)at 3 pm hungry from the tiny portions.  twice the chicken.  

wheel-word-the piano

bonus-my bags are packed

lovely cool overcast -71/52

Sunny hot spot 1 week stopped.  

oh, my aching back.  

deciding my perfect life-chrome froze.

8 am Men Behaving Badly.  I prefer the American version.  

I'm resting watching TV.  I watched $ (Dollars) 1971 movie Warren Beatty, Goldie Hawn.  and 1946 Undercurrent w/Katherine Hepburn, Robert Taylor, Robert Mitchum.  

I managed to retrieve pages.  

Talk like a Pirate Day-Art and Wine open extra hour

24 hour #1 parking space.  8 am calm quiet.

I don't know what I did last year.  parking Art and Wine is a mess.  I wanted to pick up St Justin I have to wait at the library.  I don't feel the need to attend if I ever did.  I usually went along to keep company with someone wanting to go.  just like being Aiko's security animal.

maybe I skipped it at Sunnyvale.  I can wait to park 9:45 or pick up then park.  I parked at 9:50 not 45.  a car was stuck at the bottom until the gate opened late.  they couldn't figure out how to back out or turn around.  so gate must not be on a timer someone forgot.  or being passive aggressive.  I was the second car at least 2 dozen(employee?) cars already parked.  

I walked over to St J 9:55.  one ham cheese no weekend bag.  I ate everything.  I was feeling tired 5 headed home.  

I had lettuce and lemon pepper tuna salad.  full day.

Nat'l cheeseburger day-LOVELY Overcast cool

a bright spot in a crazy world of fires and floods only getting worse.  no one else seems concerned.  

7:19 seniors eating sesame teriyaki mushy lunch noodles w/added chicken.  only 5 protein.  tuna salad, Vienna sausages 15.  

I puzzled and showered.  Gail and Gohan setting up Art and Wine in the park.  

I combed my hair for Fred's b'day.  I gave him the giraffe card +$5.  Melvin a big tin of assorted tea, Toki savory snacks, little Gloria bag of walnuts she gave to Walter.  Fred brought 2 boxes of Grandma's PB, chocolate chip, brownies.  maybe 40-50.  he had fun handing them out.  

had a contentious conversation w/Walter.  he won't understand Fred and Toki's politeness doesn't mean they want to listen to him drone on and on repeating his past.  they left in a hurry.  I keep reminding him we won't be around forever.  he needs to learn to make new friends.  he's afraid he can't change.  he only needs to change his behaviors.  

I picked up Atomic Habits at Cup and decided on super Safeway at Lawrence.  2/$5.98 clearance seafood salads I thought were salmon cesar.  low blood sugar tiny lunch.  delicious sugar strawberry flavored cake $2.99.  then on to central library to rest and eat.  Sammie happy his wife back from China.