happy July

life imitating art-Mallory retirement party-mailed weather and phone records 2024 to Koyama

 I'm reading P G Wodehouse Damsel in Distress and Soon needed rescuing.  locked her keys in her locker.  life following fiction.  

Walter too annoying ate the ban mi because I said it was the only thing I wanted.  I'm done he has left the nest.  

chrome overheated, crashed and I got it back

too much nostalgia watching Disney special.  I let go of the past.  

I've been suffering unduly.  I drank almost an entire 750 ml of grapefruit drink and my tummy is fine.  

Yippee!!

muscle spasms-4 to one again

 NAUSEA from intense pain.  I just realized the collision marks them against me again.  this is all about forgiving and releasing the family.

the four of them against me.  now I have my own team.  I'm not alone.  I have friends.  

took an hour in the tub under jets to relax my sore battered muscles.  

I'm sipping cherry juice I've had for months in my gym roller.  

I feel exhausted.  most of my life has been barely maintaining, keeping the wolves away.  doing what I want never existed before.  

fires make us cooler

I looked up weather 2/14/2024 shows rain not clear and dry.  

the air pollution from fires create overcast.  

I'm reading PG Wodehouse online and watching Blandings.  

Vibrations of Heaven.

cell by cell

I'm changing my life.  it's so difficult.  and painful.  eh, LIFE.  

I mixed beans rice w/chipotle chicken packet too hot.  added corn.  

listening to Louise is my anchor.  I picked up St Justin lunch at 10 am.  9:30 I decided not to think, just do.  I let my body lead the way.  I dressed and Sunshine was regaling everyone of Chris fighting with either Sandy or Charity.  then she followed Ruben to his truck begging like a giant T Rex baby bird for his lunch.  Bonnie cutting in line pretending to talk to me and apologizing behind me but not going back in line.  

I love the library.  so calm and comfortable unlike my childhood.  all the comforts w/out the criticism or insanity.  

I'm so blessed.  ate the rest of my spicy spicy spicy beans w/sweet pickles to cut the heat while reading PG Wodehouse on Gutenberg.org.   

HEAVEN.

looking for the good

it's no wonder I feel exhausted.  my life set me up for failure.  Louise teaches self love=success.