rewriting my life habits

I could dance.  my heart is light.  I haven't felt this good since a child before they dragged me into their muck.  

I forgot end of month anxiety

I'm loving the glitter puzzle.  how I can make myself happier.  

I soaked and stretched.  I cut my nails.  a huge undertaking trying to reach my feet.  so stiff and sore.  

lunch was OK Walter showed up a little better.  he heard me.  I let X off the hook so he continued cheating.  Fred and Toki took off. I came upstairs to digest lunch and play puzzle 'til 6.  went to Mission library to return movie and college Safeway.  I walked store deciding on Monday special $6/8 piece chicken.  I got half fried half roasted.  cake pieces on baker cart tagged $2.50 I was charged $3.99 so I wanted to return it.  they refunded my $3.99 and gave me for free.    

anxiety is motivating me to move

I'm locating my books from the library.  I made spinach and egg for breakfast.  Hawaiian sliced bread.  

lunch spinach, egg, blue cheese avocado English muffin.  

found the library books.  reading to return.  I'm watching movie King Ralph John Goodman, Peter O'toole.  

located my checks and cash-PGE due 8/17 oh oh

preparing for next month.  listening to Louise relaxes and automatically aligns me with my best life.  I'm slowly and surely finding the life I want.  

onion avocado 2 egg omelet b'fast.  I feel OK.

8 am didn't know what I wanted to do I got into the car and drove to 24.  I didn't know if I wanted to swim so I took a suit.  Yes, I soaked, stretched, cooled down 'til 9 back to the best shower stall.  

St Justin 9:43 someone left some individually wrapped Taiwanese Chung Hsiang Foods Ind.Co.Ltd. sesame milk crackers delicious.  online maybe at 99 Ranch on Wolfe, Cupertino.  box of fresh veg I found celery, potatoes and a plastic bag of ginger.  man in line officiously says he'll check to see if it's still good like I'm incapable of determining, I decline his "help".  old me would have placatingly handed it over to see it disappear.  Sandy seemed glad to see me.  Robert on the QT thrift store is reopening.  

I wrote Life check, assembled Citibank 100, Bartolo 70.  glad I went to the bank of Safeway.  

I completed 210 piece 9 X 11 Dowdle personal puzzle in an hour.   

seniors!

and it's raining.  It wasn't raining at home.  just overcast.  I'm loving today and fear is lurking.  Walter is reminding me.  

I puzzled 'til 9:30, showered, lunch Fred cancelled fish.  Hilde came over to discuss Walter's behavior yesterday.  I explained his PTSD and he's giving us a hard time too.  just me and Walter.  he was unreasonable and obsessive I had to keep interrupting his retelling yesterday over and over.  he left early.  I waited for the 3rd cart of today's left overs.  The first 2 carts had 2 days left over salads.  left 12:17 to college Safeway for Friday $5/5 waters.  home by 1 pm.  

so relaxing to enjoy my life.  TYGJ.  

Brilliant Thursday

spent an hour sorting 3 flats of fruit and washing car windows.  I guess it rained.  Toki and Walter concurred.  Nah Young lost Walter's lunch.  he's not processing his PTSD by my standards maybe his own.  he's refusing to feel his feelings.  not good for anyone.  

my phone is doing weird things.  cutting me off, strange recordings.  20% chance of thunder showers.  maybe the weather.  

so lovely cool 20% chance of thunder showers.  

happy anniversary me

I finished 480 puzzle 11 X 13.  one from Gail.  first one took me 2 days.  learning curve and smaller puzzle.  

Walter coming out of the fog.  he's feeling more and not letting it leave

Toki brought me faux crab, cornbread crisps.