ready trash-56//52 & 59/64

binned fruit.  beautiful day.  60 o's.  perfect for me.  

and I have CSC internet in the parking lot.  WOW someone opened at 8.  99.999% late.  I left all extra fruit.  

and St Justin only 1 ham cheese sandwich.  Sandy gave me extra chip.  I have protein powder.  maybe adding chicken and diced fruit will make the packaged bean jambalaya palatable.  never too late to have a happy childhood.

Library heaven is my favorite reading and listening to Louise.  The Inflammation Spectrum Dr Will Cole and PG Wodehouse on Gutenberg.org.

I reversed direction in the copy room.  more comfortable.  

parking #1-57/52 & 61/64

I'm dedicated to having more fun.  not having prior experience it's difficult to know how, when, where and what.  determining what's fun for me was the toughest.  I was always punished for everything.  I had no idea of cause and effect.  I had no idea what I enjoyed.  I only knew the absence of punishment was heavenly.   

I was constantly waiting for the next hit.  major PTSD trying to minimize the pain.  chronic anxiety and stress.  I admired Tina Turner for having the courage to to admit the truth.  no one brags about being abused.  being beaten is shame filled.  it means you either like it or have NO control over your life.  being worthless and useless.  I was told to my face by my parents that they wished I was dead.  I was the cause of everything bad in their lives.  and they taught my sisters.  

admitting this I can feel my abdomen relaxing, the pain leaving.  

wheel bonus-full cookie jar

celebrity wheel-Matt Iseman

roast beef senior bag $5-Sunny 66/64 & 58/52

recycle money.  like found money.  I love finding money.  

Dan Craig 19 X 25 "castles" puzzle missing piece magically appeared.  

Gail was surprised.  tee hee.  

Fred and Walter got me extra lunch rice.  6 times what I was served.  3 pm I was hungry.  

wheel-improving our chances

I'm positivity topped up-58/52 & 66/64

"castles" puzzle no box or picture 90% done.  I think it's one Fred's Debi brought.  donated to the seniors library.  

wheel-quick to judge

Better-PAID CITY $16 OVERDUE!! and I'm OK-60/52 & 67/65

I finished very tough 1000 piece "Tigger" puzzle and all the pieces present.  Amazing.  

most excellent extra meatballs.  

chilly upstairs I'm wearing my "Valkyries" lilac xl tee Gail gave me yesterday over my Winnie the pooh jumper.  

I was showing Gloria the chrome book and renewed.  HUH!  

battery 1%-city 62/52 Sunny 76/65

3 minutes to log in.  1:43 to full charge.   

pool open 'til 6:30 today.  

I can't watch Bruce Willis w/o feeling very depressed.  he was so sad.  

wheel -beaming  

seniors pool-Sunny lunch open 10/12-84/65 city 63/52

I want massage.  

St Justin 10:17 lunch & weekend bags.  

Ernestine Ulmer wrote eat dessert first.