with God everything is easy. I'm feeling major inner quakes which means I'm totally safe to feel.
hersusanstory-Child
I wouldn't believe it if it hadn't happened to me.
Tuesday, June 9, 2026
Monday, June 8, 2026
nervous NRG-still need to add car tag-63/66
I've missed soaking in the tub. more than I realized. I calm my nerves.
the toxins are leaving my body. I felt so guilty not doing more for Eric when my dad was dying. I don't know how I survived. my mom and sisters attacked me as well as my parents. CRAZY. too much to deal with I checked out. I've been AWOL from myself.
Saturday, June 6, 2026
mourning Eric
I'm reading through the fire and trial. he had it so tough. I'm still astounded Rose charged him rent while he cared for his grandfather, attended SJSU and worked in the garage. I still can't wrap my head around it. makes my childhood seem like a fairytale.
1:30 I felt tired. my feet hurt and I filled my water and came home to rest. I borrowed Who Framed Roger Rabbit and What About Bob? I'm re watching Elsbeth.
4 pm Belmont Stakes. Golden Tempo Derby winner too.
Friday, June 5, 2026
Wheel-70/66
I forgot yesterday so I did it first thing.
I watched Franklin & Bash 3. there is no 4th season at the libraries. maybe Youtube.
I printed Eric's obit and Frank's March 12, 1998 murderer's denied appeal 2003 of his 1999 conviction.
Thursday, June 4, 2026
Sunny 73/66-"Healing is sacred work".
Louise Hay. I'm soothing my soul. I love my rhythm of life. lunch was Fred, Toki, Walter. he's been taking home extra. I got 2 bowls of whole wheat noodles.
someone set out a 300 piece harvest puzzle I finished. I put away the 500 Dan Craig castle into plastic bags, keeping the edge separate.
Candice was helping Anne fill out forms. I was just thinking of her and here she was.
I want to try microwave scone and corn bread.
Wednesday, June 3, 2026
And someone stole puzzle box top-PAID WATER, DISCOVER-74/66-DMV reg.
one tough little puzzle. beautiful castle. not as much fun as the cats.
Walter is more receptive. he still tries to deflect to hold on to his old life. Fred, Toki make life fun.
I redeemed Inge's recycle $6. worked out perfectly. 7 am. no one there.
Tuesday, June 2, 2026
woke 2:30-6:30(77/66)called Jan @ Consumer copy of 2/14/2024 phone usage Paid Bartolo & mailed Life
I've started on the questionnaire. I very carefully read it.
my reward is the 500 piece Dan Craig castle puzzle by Spilsbury.com.