Monday, March 9, 2026

pay Citibank by tomorrow

listening to Louise I'm consciously using DST to manage my day.  I usually resent any and every change as an intrusion to my routine.  I see today as an opportunity to improve my schedule.  

I successfully changed setting from dark to light theme.  no idea how it reset itself to dark.  I expected it to reset itself, it didn't.  


Sunday, March 8, 2026

DST+1

I changed my clocks.  I considered and discarded doing laundry.  I'm resting.  not even a library today.  

I'm feeling conflicted turmoil in my gut.  the love I received from my Hawaii family.  I remember.  it feels like my drought has ended.  I didn't need sleep supplements.  I'm dealing with my stored pain.  processing not avoiding with addiction.

I'm listening to Louise.  I'm watching "the Neighborhood" family issues are my issues.  

I've never enjoyed DST before.  

Saturday, March 7, 2026

I decided to rest-paid Prop Tax

I'm practicing self care.  I sacrificed my life for the family.  Lita's invitation to St Patrick dinner at St Justin is helping me release the lifetime of feeling unappreciated, abused and humiliated.  I'm watching Alf 1986, Bob 1992, old time tv sitcoms.  

I'm sitting playing, relaxing, feeling like I wasn't allowed.  I had to stuff, swallow my feelings.  one cause of obesity.  eating one's feelings.  one way of changing chemistry ergo feelings.  

I am blessed Lita shared her beautiful, caring family with me.  they welcomed me with open arms, looked out for me, included me.  everything my parents denied me.  best food best family.  

Friday, March 6, 2026

where did it go

I wrote about the chrome freezing and half hour restoration, it disappeared.  and no auto update.  

I'm feeling guilty the chrome crashed family induced 'always my fault.'  we store these feelings in our gut = big belly.  

Lita Cairel traded phone numbers.  she was at senior lunch.  Bingo.  

I'm having a life for the first time.  no outside demands.  only my self induced pressure.  I'm resting more.  

Wednesday, March 4, 2026

paid Bartolo-Savers Orange tags

lasagna b'fast.  seniors 8 am I forgot to get gas 'til after lunch .24/gal more from last night $3.96-$4.19 because of Trump's war.  we were warned.  

I decided to walk Savers chose 2 New backpacks $4+$5.  I deserve the best.  

Tuesday, March 3, 2026

Heaven

I release all forms of sabotage.  

Tuesday senior at Savers I walked the store looking at literally everything. 

Grocery Outlet l