55 degrees. driving in the rain is PTSD. I am willing to follow Spirit.
I called S Kohlwaies due diligence. this time I'm healthy to deal with it. 2001 dealing with my sisters' would have killed me. I was so sick. TYGJ.
Sean litigation specialist 719-534-4903. Colorado. missed his call and left message requesting info by mail if possible.
I walked Savers found $13 dress and $6 shampoo before returning bath suit and shorts. policy is exchange only clothes and shoes.
she's my hero a s'hero. she passed 8/30 2017 same year as Eric 6/13. I was distracted. he had lung cancer. her publishing company Hay House is an example of faith.
I think it was Isaac Asimov who chose to write at 3 am when the world was quietest. I feel at peace.
Walter dug up baby lavender so they'll survive.
the sick feeling is the pain from them embezzling mom's estate. the scam elder abuse classes verified once the authorities notified prosecution is inevitable. their harassment, my retaining Susan M Kanclier for a restraining order. all the humiliation, physical threats, sabotage eviction feeling is back. my fear they'd be jailed. mom wouldn't want that. my church choir visited county jail at Christmas not good.
Karen Kuek is bringing all the pain back. listening to Louise I'm healing my inner child, championing defending myself.
despite this I drove to the Cup library returned and picked up Ghosts. turned out to be the BBC series original version. I checked Ross for car windshield cover, Safeway chicken $7, Michael's waistband elastic 3 yds $6. all this in 2 hours.
REST ore. the chrome crashed and restore came up. YES! Please. I'm using nicotine bits.
I arrived seniors 7:50 am did housekeeping 'til open 8. soaked stretched. parked St J looked at rummage 9:45. picked up lunch from Sandy extra chips donuts. library copy room#1.
I'm checking the accident report 2024 is so wrong I can't believe it. so 3 against me. Kuek, Lai, O'brien. Burgos so wrong.
makes me glad I won't have to put up with this insanity forever. she's 3 years younger and complaining of loss of wages. she's 72. 70 in 2024.
I googled myself and found 2 X's obits, Albert (Dini's second husband), her obit, Marjet Hans second wife, Mary Martinez last girlfriend.
yesterday still 26/37 and today ready. TYGJ. 131 waiting.
we are only limited by our minds. 997,934,886 tokens 8 am.
I called voice mail to Stephen re Alicia sending e mail r/t fax. not in office I hope he's healthy for both our sake.
Walter is afraid he can't change. God is more powerful. all he has to do is want change.
Walter's here to remind me of my wonderful future.
I decided on spam sushi dinner and $5 cake square for dessert.
Talked to Stephen @ 8 am will fax from CSAA office after lunch. Alicia e mailed saying confirmation more secure. then super Safeway peanut MM, stevia $4, 4 2/$ bags chips. Savers orange tags b suit 3 pr blk pants, silver tag pkg new rolls 1 black 1 white elastic/$6. Grocery O fish, peas, salad.
SCORE!!
I started reading the summons(?). I feel like a sad little girl.
they stonewalled Stephen Kohlwaies to try to intimidate me. he's requested these pages for a month. I left detailed brentwood lawyer phone and fax numbers.
PCH change today. 997,654,886 tokens locked. $20 minimum entry. I don't have money for that.
1 pm PCH back 'til next month.
I'm feeling exhausted after eh lunch w/Trudy, Kenny, Fred, Toki, Walter.
I tossed old lentils. so easy to cook.
glitch paying city. called couldn't fix it went to city hall deserted. paid Disc just like always. 5 pm working fine.
I bought 4 Jack Box tacos arrived home served papers from Karen Kuek. suing me. I called Stephen Kohlwaies CSAA already gone home. Jason Soriano took my info very helpful. S. Kohlwaies file requested info from Ryan @ brentwood no reply. SHAKEDOWN!!
I called Silent Unity.
I've used distractions to avoid feeling pain. I don't need it. I can manage the pain.
bottom pocket. I soaked and stretched. I picked up St Just lunch sprinkling. 4 pm more rain forecast.
reading Feb/Mar AARP magazine p. 21 ad for boost oxygen. CVS aisle 6 & 17. I called 15% of battery charge.
Heavenly. I decided on a J in Box 4 tacos dinner $3.69. online remembered everything somewhat scary.
home early I decided to reset straps on denim sweetheart dress and it went so smoothly I reattached the straps on seersucker dress.
only took 75 years. started raining after I waited at the front door. I preferred not being crowded.
brilliant day of puzzles and rest. I finally decided to pay Citi and check out remodeled BK. 2 fish $6. home at 4 pm. earliest I've been home all week. Citi has wi-fi too.
I've always scheduled everything, not today. I prepped car and came.
I'm feeling powerful. just me and Walter at lunch. no buffers.
yum 3:30 finished Women artists puzzle treated myself to mini cinnamon coffee cake.
my favorite dance-abundance.
I mixed protein powder at home and brought to drink here. very creamy vanilla. my ADD may be a reaction to family abuse. distracting myself.
3:30 puzzling map of U.S. made of license plates. finished 4:30. now waiting for wheel solutions. I want BK Wednesday Whoppers. $3.99 maybe not. requires app. I still have 2 sandwiches, mac cheese, lots of food. I don't know.
today Savers I don't want to drive.
after connection interruption won't update without wipe.
I soaked and stretched 10 am class in lap pool I enjoyed the exercise music Pocket Full of Sunshine(Igor).
Heaven. lunch with my good chosen family. and extra chicken tortilla wrap way better than hot lunch deli meat stew mushy carrot cauliflower.
so I stayed and talked to Walter. he's ungrateful. so his improvements may revert. I stayed puzzling and reading Dame Judy Dench memoirs 'til 6 wheel of fortune puzzle. I bought BK bourbon Whopper Jr. tomorrow Whopper Wednesday $3.99. I added Vicky's avocado delicious.
Vicky offered preferred avocados. I took 4 she gave Inge bag 10. HUH.
all books present and accounted for. I've been looking for days and this morning TA DA!! in the front seat I searched countless times.
I stayed at seniors puzzling Goldilocks & 3 bears 'til 6 did wheel. decided on SC BK looked for my wallet. not in bags drove home looked in clothes. called Discover Diamond no new purchases so probably misplaced, I froze account. I called CVS OTC new card cancelled old. THEN I found wallet in grocery bag. I called Discover robot unfroze easy. TA DA!! I have to stop scaring myself.
I made a strawberry salad added chicken. delicious. tomorrow BK.
I had a do nothing day. I did repairs following my feelings. so good. I finished senior lunch left overs.
I watched 3 hours of Hawaiian Rainbow & Kumu Hula. made me think of X. he never wanted to go to Hawaii. he must have stopped there coming back from Viet Nam. never occurred to me before. don't ask don't tell.
I soaked and stretched and entered my sweeps and wheel. no St Just I picked up Safeway deli 2 corn dogs and $2.49 pork pie on gift card. 4 butterscotch cream soda $1.98+ CRV so delicious. CVS magnesium on medicare card.
doing my favorite reading and lunch at library. so much of my life has been such hell. it's heavenly now.
I came to seniors early to feed birds. I washed cake plate. 2 volunteer lavenders in planter strip.
I called Sunny nutrition already 14 on wait list I could go for music Sunny library open regular 10/9.
no Cody today Earth day at Triton. maybe Savers.
March 26 400K kitkat F1 candies 12 tons were stolen in Italy while transported. I'm amazed.
Sunny plant sale Sunday 4/12 10-2. Library.
Ruben gave me yummy sourdough sandwiches 3 pm snack. tiny lunch today. not worth it. Gloria asked about Sunny lunch Friday just checked open. Salmon.
