STILL INNER CHILD-HYPERVENTILATE

I'M STILL FUNCTIONING AS A CHILD SOMETIMES.  I COULDN'T SLEEP AND WATCHED DVDS. 

I WAS FEELING SAD AND DEPRESSED, HOPELESS LIKE I DID AS A KID.  I'M NOT HOPELESS ANY MORE.  JUST LEFTOVER SAD AND DEPRESSED.  I AWOKE SOO ANGRY AND HYPERVENTILATED TO RID MYSELF OF STRESS.  I MADE MYSELF DIZZY.  IT WORKED.  I STILL COULDN'T SLEEP BUT I WASN'T ANGRY. 

I EMAILED SILENT UNITY.  DIVINE ORDER PROMISED TO MAKE THE NON-FUNCTIONING WORK.  COME ON HOME REPAIRS!!  COME ON BLISS!!

THE OTHER SHOE DROPPED

DELLA INVITED ME FOR DINNER YESTERDAY AND I WENT TO TD'S AND HE GAVE ME A RING HE FOUND ON THE FLOOR AT CVS AND MAGICALLY THE M-BATH DRAIN PIPE STARTED LEAKING.  IT FIT PERFECTLY TO THE POINT I FORGOT I HAD IT ON.  HE WAS WEARING A WEDDING RING DELLA GAVE HIM. 10K, BLACK ONYX.  HE'S SOOO MARRIED TO HIS FAMILY.

I KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON; ENERGY.  I NEED TO NEUTRALIZE THE ENERGY.  MY RESPONSIBILITY ENTIRELY.

AN OPPORTUNITY TO LIVE DIFFERENTLY.

I TRIED HANGING IT ON MY PURSE AND THE CAR DOOR HANDLE BROKE. 

DOING WHAT I WANT

YESTERDAY I WATCHED CBS SUNDAY MORNING, WENT TO GYM SV, SHOPPED AT LUCKYS AND OSH, COOKED P CHOPS AND TERIYAKI ANGUS.  TOOK THREE HOURS.

TOOK OUT BINS, DID WHAT I WANTED. 

I WATCHED MY GIRL2 AND THERE WAS SO MUCH IN COMMON. 

I'M NOT USED TO HEAVEN AND I'M WILLING TO LEARN.

I AM AT THE LIBRARY.  I WENT TO ST JUSTIN AND FOUND A MOOD RING FOR$1.

OH! HAPPY, HAPPY CHILD

THE VIEW FROM THE LIBRARY. 

I WENT TO VALLEY VILLAGE FOR THEIR JUMBLE SALE.  FUN!
ROSEMARY AT CHURCH ALONG WINCHESTER DREAM CATCHER 25 CENTS.  FREE UNFINISHED LATCH HOOK RUG KIT.

AT SRS SPA, COSTCO BRITA FILTERS, 4 LED TO REPLACE FLORESCENT 4ft BULBS, FOOD SAMPLES, POLISH DOG, BACK FOR SODA REFILL INTO EMPTY JUICE BOTTLES.

AND NOW I'M AT THE MAIN LIBRARY ENJOYING COOKIES AND JUICE FROM THE GENEALOGY PAVILION.  THERE'S A "PRIZE" FOR HITTING 3 PLACES TODAY.  LUCKILY I SAW THE PRIZE, ANOTHER BOOK BAG.  I DECIDED TO SAVE MY BACK AND AUTO.

THE ATMOSPHERE IN THAT WING IS THE BEST!  QUIET, COOL WITH BENCHES. 

MY NEW FAVORITE PLACE.

AND I'M CHARGING MY PHONE.