NOT SO FANTASTIC BEASTS

MAYBE I WAS EXPECTING A FUNNIER, SMARTER MOVIE.  OK, I WAS.  I'M DISAPPOINTED.  IT WAS TOO PREDICTABLE AND DARK. 


TYGJ FOR THE EARLY RAIN AS SPRINKLES AND HURRICANE WIND THAT WAITED.  T IS SUPPOSED TO COME TODAY.  WE'LL SEE. 


LIFE IS GOOD AND GETTING BETTER.  POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS.  KEEP LOOKING UP.

FANTASTIC AND FINDING TYGJ

IT'S GOING.  I DID LAUNDRY THIS AM, LUNCH, AND DVD AT MLIB.
TYGJ

i forgot allergies

I'M NOT ALLERGIC TO COW MILK.  I JUST FEEL BETTER ON COCONUT.  EVEN SOY IS NOT AS GOOD. 

THE WIND IS BLOWING EVERYTHING AROUND  AND UP MY NOSE. 

I'M OK.

MY SHOULDERS FEEL BETTER TODAY FROM SUNDAY'S CACTUS CUTTING.

ALL CIRCUITS BUSY

I forgot to close the front door.  I REALIZED WHEN A MOSQUITO WAS BUZZING AROUND THIS AM. 


I FORGOT TO ADD $ TO MY CHECKING FRIDAY WHEN I SENT IN DENTAL. I REMEMBERED LAST NIGHT B4 FALLING ASLEEP.  WHEN I CALLED FROM SRS THE LINES ARE BUSY.  I COULD CALL FROM MY PHONE TO CHECK.  NAH.


I HAD A PRETTY GOOD WEEKEND.  FRIDAY DESSERT W/T.  HE CONFESSED 90% OF THE TIME WE GET ALONG FINE.  HE WANTED ME TO TEST DRIVE HIS CAR.  HE THINKS IT'S PULLING TO THE RIGHT.  IT SEEMED FINE TO ME.  I DROVE TO PARIS BAKERY, LAWRENCE SQUARE.  I HAD FOUR PCS.  I BOUGHT SOME TOO.


SATURDAY I TOOK MY TIME AT SRS AND GOT TACO BELL FOR LUNCH AT MLIB.  HUNG OUT WATCHING DVD AND GOT MY TAXES DONE IN HALF AN HOUR.  THE RECHECK TOOK AN HOUR CUZ SHE HADN'T DONE IT BEFORE AND WANTED TO FLIRT WITH ERIC MY PREPARER.  I OWE FEDS $100 AND STATE $35.  I GOT VOUCHERS TO MAIL IT IN.


SUNDAY I WENT G2,  SFWY 3 TRIPS PAPER, BEST TEA 2 REESES HEARTS NEW BOX 3 HR LOGS $8.50.  THEN LOOKED ALL OVER OSH FOR GOLD TOMATOES.  I ENDED BUYING VOLCANIC ROCK FOR POTTING WITH MY 10% COUPON.  LOOKED THROUGH NEWSPAPER AND DID MONOPOLY.  THEN I WENT TO LUCKY'S TO USE PHONE AND LOOK AT CLEARANCE.  THEY HAD GOLD PEAR TOMATOES 6/$3.49 AND NUTMEG AND GINGER.  I CAME HOME AND DECIDED NO LIBRARY.  I FELT GOOD AFTER LUNCH AND CUT CACTUS WITH NEW SHEETROCK SAW. 


SO MY ARM AND BLADES ARE SORE.  AND I HAD A VOMIT DREAM THAT WOKE ME UP AT 4AM.  I WAS AT DELLA'S AND SHE MADE SQUASH AND CORN WITH UNDERCOOKED ONIONS.  AND WHEN I AWOKE I WAS ACTUALLY NAUSEOUS.

ALLERGY TO MILK

SINCE CHANGING TO COCONUT I FEEL BETTER. 


I TRIED MILK AND I CAN FEEL THE DIFF.

BETTER

I MANAGED NOT TO BE SICK.  I BABIED MYSELF AND I'M FEELING BETTER. 


I DREAMED OF CHEVY CHASE AND HE SAID HIS B'DAY IS XMAS 1999.  I'LL BE 18.  I'LL HAVE TO THINK ABOUT HIM BEING MY ALTER EGO. 


THE CHILD IN ME IS SO TIRED OF TAKING CARE OF EVERYONE ELSE.  I DON'T WANT TO TAKE CARE OF ANYONE BUT ME.

SANS BELT-FEELING LOST

SLEPT 10-12:44 STOMACHE.  MY DOING.  IT WAS HOT 78 SO I STAYED SRS 'TIL 5:45 SANS BELT, PUZZLING.  WORTH IT.  TOOK 2 KAVA AND SLEPT 4-5-6:30.  READ CUZ THE DVD WOULDN'T LOAD.  MY LEGS ARE SO STIFF AND SORE.  FEELING OLD TOO.


TODAY IS HOT 80 AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'LL DO.  LIBRARY CAMPBELL, MAIN.  OR HOME. 


T CALLED AND LEFT MESSAGE.  I FORGOT MY PHONE AT HOME YESTERDAY.  HE MAY PLANT SECOND LILAC TODAY. 


I THOUGHT ABOUT RETIRING SOC SEC.  I GUESS I HAVE A LOT TO CONSIDER.  AND THE CHANGES TO MY LIFE.  MY HOUSE.  MY WORK. 


ST JUST SUNDAY WAS GOOD.  CORNED BEEF PLENTY, CABBAGE, BABY CARROTS, HALF POTATO.  ST PADDY'S DAY EARLY.


SO MANY SENIORS HAVE POOR HEARING AND EYESIGHT.  I THINK WE'RE TO LEARN LISTENING TO THE INNER VOICE.

GROWING UP IS HARD

BIG CHILDREN RARELY HAVE A CHILDHOOD.  EVERYONE EXPECTS THEM TO ACT OLDER THAN THEY ARE. 


AND KIDS NOWADAYS HAVE NO CHILDHOOD.  THEY'RE EXPECTED TO KNOW EVERYTHING.  POOR UNDEVELOPED BRAINS. 


I WOULDN'T BE YOUNGER FOR ANYTHING.  NOT MONEY.  MAYBE HEALTH THOUGH.  IF I COULD BE IN GREAT PHYSICAL CONDITION INSTEAD OF RELIVING MY CHILDHOOD I'D PROBABLY JUST LIVE AND FORGET THE INTROSPECTION. 


SOCRATES' UNEXAMINED LIFE CAN JUST BE FUN?  MAYBE THAT'S WHAT HE MEANT.  AN UNEXAMINED LIFE MAY BE DOOMED TO CRASH AND BURN.  I DID.  I DIDN'T THINK OF THE RESULTS OF CARING FOR MY PARENTS AND FINDING OUT THE FAMILY SECRETS AND HAVING TO REJECT DENIAL AS AN EFFECTIVE COPING DEVICE UNLIKE MY SISSES. 

I DIDN'T CONSIDER THE FALLOUT.

DOUGLAS ADAMS 2016

I CAN'T QUITE ACCEPT YET I FOUND THE DVD FIRST.  IT'S LIKE I'VE BEEN LIVING THE SYNCHRONICITY LIFE.  WHAT IF HE WAS SUPPOSED TO DIE BEFORE HITCHHIKER MOVIE KILLED HIM?  I WAS SO SAD HE DIED BEFORE IT CAME OUT.  IT REALLY WAS A MESS.  IT PROBABLY SHOULD HAVE BEEN A SERIES OF FILMS.  THE TV SERIES WAS BETTER EVEN IF IT WAS CHEESY.


SPEAKING OF CHEESY, I HAD POTATO CHEESE SOUP FROM BEAR CREEK MIX DELLA MADE AND IT WAS DELICIOUS.  JUST ADD WATER.  THE SOURCE OF ALL LIFE.


AND WITH TECHNOLOGY NOW THE APPEARANCE OF LIFE IS INFINITE WITH MOTION CAPTURE AND COMPUTERS.







I'M LIKING MY LIFE SOMETIMES.