in my dreams

I'm defeating my enemies.  they're always men.  probably dad.  he resented me.  I think it's what crippled him.  

I need to tone down my goofiness.

I'm freaking out.  today's last day to RSVP for next week birthday party.  and I want to go to central library to finish the puzzle.  I left an RSVP message with an offer to contribute.

11:30 I filled car with gas.  just before me a bunch of cars showed up still only took 11 minutes.  I showered at 24 hour noon is the best parking time everyone leaves for lunch.  I have a painless big bruise on my left big toe.  wasn't there yesterday and I didn't wear Joanie's boots.  

I parked under the main library in case it rains.  I finished dog puzzle.  

I forgot to eat lunch so home 4:30 soup salad and bagel.  I feel good and I'm visualizing myself healthy, strong and incredible.  I'm being my own best friend.