I woke from a dream of community and happiness in the company of my heavenly family frosting sheet sponge fruit cakes with whip cream. then I woke up depressed. I'm still alive and I bought all that food.
ALL THE PROBLEMS OF THE WORLD ARE FROM BAD PARENTS WHO SHOULD NEVER HAVE KIDS TO IGNORE, NEGLECT, ABUSE. my terrible parents. my resistance to locks from being a latch key kid and Ail's stealing my key blaming me for losing them when it was her. I couldn't blame her when mom might kill her. watching George Lopez is freeing me.
I'm following Spirit not thinking, planning just being, doing, feeling. after senior soak for an hour in quiet contemplation I withdrew Chase and picked up St Just lunch. indoor picnic at the library.
St Just had groceries abandoned I picked up a cucumber and noodles tastes like baking powder.
home at 4:30.
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