I'm having more fun

puzzle and enjoy the air conditioning.  I'm not used to such luxury.  practice makes perfect.

took the day off

I considered sunny sewing but too hot 91 degrees I went to main.  sprouts clearance ham sandwich $1.99, greens .99, mango lillikoi $4, chicken tenders.  came home 7.  

an hour to finish senior color puzzle

and now to soak.  savory snack for b'fast.  

eureka found macadamia

I spent since 6:30 organizing groceries and bills.  important life details.  

I ate tuna jerky for b'fast.  not good but better than too sweet jerky.  I watched 'ghostbusters frozen kingdom' ok to somewhat good.  I didn't shut it off.  

what I want to be I don't know.  I've been a counselor.  God pays very well.  i'm finally calm.  I keep remembering being a happier me makes the universe a happier place raising the vibration.  I only need to be happier.

I am already what I need to be.  maybe I need a nap.  I ate a bear claw sugar rush.  I kept busy organized chase, bank, life insurance papers I haven't for 2 years and the world didn't spin out of control.  I always felt gloom and doom.  

lunch rainbow greens and tamarind pulled chickens.  napped 2 half hours.  dinner arugula micro greens and hash.  just what I wanted.  the happiest i've ever been.

oh, what to do no plans

woke hot sweaty, uncomfortable, restless.  maybe the horrible 'Dating and New York.'  yuck, I'm so glad i'm beyond dating.  

first b'fast.  avocado and butter sandwich and my vitamin supplements.  I let go let God I arrived seniors 7:55 organized car.  I puzzled 'til 9, showered, considered cup star one deposit and library.  I didn't want or puzzle.  then Sprouts no lunch, deposit @ Merriwest.  2 sale CBD seltzer, 2 CBD gummies, Mauna loa rocky road, sale beef jerky high sugar.  ooh with micro greens.  got to st just 6 minutes to spare for lunch pick up.  scored almond pastry.

main library cafe busy.  read my ARIGURUMI books.  crocheting fanciful animals.  upstairs i finished sea puzzle at close.  4 pm 86 degrees 40% humid.  I want cup movie 'ministry of ungentlemanly warfare'.  no parking regular side, around front in sun.  eh, I can always eat my ice milk.  

I love love love the quiet company.  no bitching, moaning, complaining.  they want me to feel sorry for them I just get annoyed.

oooo, bad air quality best to stay air conditioned.  and hydrated.  stayed 'til closing 6:30 time for wheel and car in shade.

banking-today

I love living relaxed.  I picked up my free peanut chew at Lucky's and 2 clearance chicken bacon Cesar salad for $1.98 or I could have bought 1 same price, go figure.  came seniors smelled orange looked all over found it in gym roller the one I forgot to give Toki.  a science experiment dissolved on swim I will wash.

ate one salad with a peach so delicious I offered to Marie Walter's friend no or Sydney.  I have another peach.  I'll wrap it in wet towel.  b'fast was ensure drink.

I'm pretty happy content.  despite the bad air I could enjoy living like this.  

Trudy and Kenny held the lunch table.  Fred, Mike and a Melvin.  Toki very late.  Meatloaf and mash very popular.  Sprouts close out $4 moana loa mango lillikoi today.  if i had freezer space i'd fill it.  healthier not.  CBD seltzer on sale.  

I went to Flora chase for banking.  I prefer indoor ATM.  and I want it used.  I want to deposit cup tomorrow.  

seniors very early/survived another july

like 2008 when I couldn't walk and had to get the closest parking.  one obstacle handled.  my wins were miniscule.  I made the most of what I had.  I was too sick to deal with anything.  all my energy I focused on staying alive.  I didn't know about back braces or use rolling gym bag.  and now I rest hour and half in tub relaxing, stretching.  

10 am Cody gave me book bag and pub pint glass perfect for pens.  I made scrambled eggs and onion sandwich so perfect.  only thing better chips.  ooh, i'll add avocado.  lunch pork fried rice extra and Fred gave me pork.  

Walter came by Minnie died.  his counselor didn't show on vacation.  he was cuddling tootsie.  

I commiserated he cried I left, remembered to mail life, took Carlos avocados, he put up metal security door, home 3 pm.