I'm practicing self care. I sacrificed my life for the family. Lita's invitation to St Patrick dinner at St Justin is helping me release the lifetime of feeling unappreciated, abused and humiliated. I'm watching Alf 1986, Bob 1992, old time tv sitcoms.
I'm sitting playing, relaxing, feeling like I wasn't allowed. I had to stuff, swallow my feelings. one cause of obesity. eating one's feelings. one way of changing chemistry ergo feelings.
I am blessed Lita shared her beautiful, caring family with me. they welcomed me with open arms, looked out for me, included me. everything my parents denied me. best food best family.
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