water soft salt delivered. 2 pm I put in garage. after resting I used 3 plastic tubs to load 20 lbs into softener and rested.
I checked Raley's ad and picked up dinner and b'fast, 4 cans 7 oz almonds $4.71 ea, grapefruit mix $1.50, salad, cottage cheese, coconut electrolyte drink.
Heaven.
I soaked and stretched, picked up lunch, ate listening to healing in the library copy room, puzzled, walked Savers clearance dinosaur purse and dream catcher $2.43. Grocery Outlet shepherd pie $4.99. home 6 pm.
WHEW! b'fast salad and pie. watched 'Better than Fine' 2023. weird little movie. I ate all the salad with balsamic.
lovely do nothing day. after taking out garbage.
"Naked Gun" is good. we all deserve happy peace.
St Justin back for business. 3 funeral no parking I got last space partially blocked by hearse. no procession to the cemetery.
so I'm wearing a new denim. makes me feel better.
PCH sign in required so weird.
lunch with Walter. 2 extra fish. Liberty Towers 350 openings. Walter still holding a grudge against them. check myself for grudges.
3 pm roast beef and turkey courtesy sandwiches. Homestead Safeway I found last 3 bacon grilled cheese chips. I went back to seniors for sandwiches just as Trudy and Kenny leaving gave them one bag of chips. perfect.
I puzzled read and listened to healing in the library copy room feeling at home. I found the new 'Naked Gun'. ready for home 5 pm.
Bartolo set out green bins and dumped trash in recycle I called him he knows better. he resents Bayline construction. he showed up as I was straightening out mess. I scolded him shared about 2 years statute of limitations Karen Kuek still. he had at fault car accident last month. I shared my experience with SALA nd CSAA.
I suppose I am too. I swam, new Cody bookmobile movies, lunch Fred, Walter trying to be the baby. no Toki.
I forgot about Sunny. I went to central considering Savers. I puzzled and listened to chrome until 3 pm Megan allows talking not quiet music so I went to Sunny via Expressway. I went to Sprouts 2 lettuce salads 98 cents ea. Ross no bathing suits I found denim dresses tried on 3 bought 2.
SV library I checked out hot spot, looked at their puzzles, home 6 pm.
I'm practicing seeing God in everything. not easy. I finished Bonnie Judy 300 pc puzzle 6 pm.
I'm wearing my new 6 pocket denim dress. it's pre washed. I couldn't check my Sunnyvale library account so I chatted with them. it was interesting. I added their phone # 408-730-7300. I gave chatting a shot and I liked it. lovely quiet.
I spent all of yesterday watching my favorite movies having most fun.
and today playing at the library.
I puzzled and 2 cross words.
I'm being kind to myself. New ME.
most remarkable days. I was going to Savers to walk off my stress walked Ross instead. I tried on 3 bathing suits bought 1 $12.99, 7/2 denim dresses $17.99, $14.99, Walter's favorite dark almond salt chocolate one for me $5.29 ea total $71.65. and I remembered I wanted to check CVS medicare card bought BOGO Co Q 10 and beets OTC total $50.91. Oscar statue $10.90 Best Friend. yes I am.
I looked at Homes (less salt) and College (strawberry dark chocolate truffles $7.29) Safeway stores for 2/$5 bacon grilled cheese Lay's chips clerk said every season 4 new flavors tested. maybe maybe not.
I can do small puzzles in the library copy room. ideal while listening to my healing.
I soaked, stretched then computer room to sweep 'til lunch with Trudy Kenny, Fred, Toki, Walter got me extra pasta. I brought back the green cupcakes from Judy & Bonnie.
noon to 1 pm scam fraud SCPD Chris Burgos community service officer why rotten police report 2024. not regular police.
I walked Savers to process 'til 4 pm. bought purple 50% white shirt and small shelf then dinner lasagna and peas at Grocery Outlet. home by Expressway.
I returned Anthony's call he wants to clean up tomorrow I told him no hurry to dry out.
I used water to deice. and a lovely blue sky fluffy white clouds day. the air pressure light came on so I detoured from library #3 in line. half hour while old Asian coyote hassled young man. I considered tipping cupcakes no.
after lunch Fred, Toki, Walter extra rice.
my new bags are great. distinctive and coordinated. pink for phone and old navy tropic for chrome.
no seniors hot water no massage my back screaming bloody murder. Fred early Toki called him too. Walter got me extra meal/slaw I got extra rice beef broccoli.
3 pm central library to 24 hour for 20 minute soak and massaging jets 104 degree. some new shower heads massaging too. oh my feet I didn't notice my back was so intense. I ate 3 mini chocs so good after exercise.
I'm so relaxed. lovely using 24 internet and endless hot water.
I parked second space to lunch room, lady left as I drove into St Justin's lot. "Lita" got there late Jane yelled at me like I care. Ed won the first bingo and I won the blackout last bingo.
I relaxed feet up at central 'til 5 close then decided to go to Sunny and finished Harry Potter puzzle 2 pcs missing. I bought 2 corn dogs and clearance black forest pudding ring $3.50 woo hoo! I ate corn dogs and cooked green beans and beef potatoes for tomorrow.
I wasn't living my best. fed birds, soaked, stretched, checked out puzzle.
I picked up St Just will be closed 2 weeks due to repaving. no weekend bags. I asked and got 1 ham 1 PBJ and extra chips, and a donut.
I returned Cup and picked up 15 minutes LOTS of parking 10:30 am. I went and came back a new way Tan/Prune avoiding a LOT of traffic and crazies.
1 pm walked Gro O and Savers bought 50% off a new arm phone holder and huge cotton poly new scarf $3.80. back to Gro O for frozen for Monday Pres. holiday. 10 oz steak and ale pie $3.99 and 20 oz beef potatoes $4.99, lb green beans $1.29. I used my insulated lunch bag.
I went to central I forgot my glasses so I did sweeps and rested. 4 pm I decided to go to Sunny. I puzzled Harry Potter 'til close 6 pm. I checked out Sprouts nothing I wanted. home I heated steak pie and peas delicious. everything still frozen in my insulated lunch bag.
Costco 95050 is so much calmer. and I found the bird bread in the car Yay! Me!
lunch with Fred, Toki, Walter late. I got extra cake and real fruit. I'm on a sugar high. my hips and legs are stiff and sore from the Cali XL. sure was delicious.
I printed out Sunny lunch info for Trudy and Lisa. so I got to library later and puzzled 'til 4. reading "Born Lucky" makes me laugh. he's so literal. and his feeling sorry for himself was a luxury I never had. my mom terrorized me from infancy.
I forgot county.
odd shapes and bright clean colors. feels expensive only $25 on website. I'm playing the entire day. Jim puzzler.
I want Cali XL for dinner. I had 4 Jack tacos last night.
lunch Fred, Toki 11:30, Walter late. I spilled broccoli slaw on myself and Walter thought it hilarious. we signed up for mental health panel county program 3/12. Mallory helped me sign up. needed email notification.
Mr Kohlwaies moved to Colo Springs from Las Vegas. if any legal documents served CSAA provides attorney immediately. I have 30 days to respond to the court.
filing court case extends statute of limitations forever. expires 3 days.
I feel so sorry for kids with absent parents. they're dumped at the library to fend for themselves. I guess I feel sorry for myself.
I feel like I'm really living. my back left ribs were throbbing I supported my lower back it's gone.
Walter got me second extra fish lunch. 2 for dinner.
Stephen K called re CSAA suit filed 2/14/24 Tesla hit my car. 2 year statute of limitations. last year's threats.
BONUS Tina Turner interview zine I've had, no info on cover or in table.
found voice mail 3 pm while in line for tax return. #17 @ 4:30. I'm not alone. I'm #21. done and $28 refund from feds, I paid $446 last year. 6 pm I puzzled half an hour to decompress with Sammy and David. Sammy hasn't shared puzzles.
out of the pool. new model pretty man. reminds me of cute Bryan nervous.
so windy and sneezy today. I considered county since supposed to rain tomorrow and I may have to go to Toki's if she doesn't show for lunch.
hurray! everyone present. so I got extra bantam chicken lunch. I can go to county Friday.
I took 3 small bags of plastic to Danny's recycle $3.02.
I forgot the mess at the front door fell over this am. I got quite warm checking it out. I cleared a path to the TV. still needs a LOT of work.
I'm at Sunny. New ME. I avoided a mess with my hand lotion that squeezed open in my chrome bag. I was looking to charge my phone. I cleaned it up expeditiously.
I watched romances 'til 2 started to Nob to check Container store open. then proceeded to Lawrence 60 mph to Pruneridge remembering PGE at Walmart. detoured then to Santana Row a Zoo. detoured to Savers, bought new skewers. Grocery Outlet tomatoes 99 cents lb, frozen last beef rice, Chef Ramsey beef ale, peas $1.29 lb.
Driving Lawrence I decided on Sunny. I considered Nob remembering to Blog. once on the road I dared time. remembered my sweeps. picked up hold "UP". 36 giant pieces puzzle for kids.
7:49 arrival seniors housekeeping car. soaked and stretched. leisurely drive to St Just funeral parking. picked up lunch and weekend bag. library lion dance 10:28. what fun. I get to be the best kid.
life's little irritations men who think they're clever or charming NOT.
2:30 heavenly playing on puzzle. 2 ham cheese and doritos.
b'fast beef rice 2 eggs mandarin. lunch was good Fred liked the 6 red envelopes and gave me a tea bag and half his meat patty. Walter is more thoughtful. he's creating his best life.
I bought spam musubi $5 Friday and 5 bags of chips $10. and $40 cash for Toke b'day. resting and puzzling central.
I'm full of calm. and the inconsiderate test me. woman in computer room using phone Not quietly. rule #2 posted. and man trying to seem clever but failing, asking if I'm moving out and persisting to make an ass of himself over my gym case. I do not tolerate fools. I literally can't stomach them. I literally feel ill.
nambe #6227 -2001 "rare find $39.95"
b'fast spicy beef rice and spinach salad.
I decided no pool just stretches. lunch good with everyone. Fred, Toke and quiet Walter checking his phone. he's amazed his one battery fits 2 of his tools. I told him it's all magnetism and energy. I got extra pork gravy.
Carlos smooth $97 oil change and light. so terrific. I can get all the lavender I want.
I considered Savers for the color. not today. library rest. maybe Sunday Super Bowl.
I let Walter irritate me and didn't warm the engine. Paula to the rescue with cinnamon cake and snow balls.
Super Bowl Monday free hangover b'fast burger. must join the app. do I want to join?
Inge gave me ding dongs the witch is dead. lunch was nice Fred, Toke, Walter. he started gossiping about Lee I asked him his business. NONE. he's wasting his time and my time. he can waste his life NOT mine.
I called Carlos tomorrow after lunch appointment and dropped off coffee cake. I can pick lavender.
I drove past St Just to Savers for retail exercise. walked store 3 hours 2 small cooking tongs, Nambe salt pepper set 30 % off senior day for $7. 4 pm Grocery Outlet beef rice $5, Chef Ramsay beef ale pie $3.99. home I nuked both. ate lentils and baked potato.
finished the senior puzzle 350 pieces an hour. man started old fishing lodge. missing and extra pieces.
I forgot my sweeps. huh. lunch was only Walter so I got Toke's cake from Inge. Fred stopped to say he was lunching with Deb. and the Spinach Lentil lunch was OK. Baked potato treat. talking to Walter not good.
lovely day at central. I puzzled almost ran down chrome battery 6%. I'm reading 'Born Lucky' while charging.
I remembered wheel. I'm wearing Valerie dress and looking good.
2 donuts. St Just custard and strawberry icing. tygj. oh so good. worth the extra water flush. doritos.
I went to my car for fleece hoodie, bass shirt too heavy. The library feels cold means my inflammation less.
and I thrive. arrived seniors 7:49 if I wait 'til 8 better parking. talked with Lisa's Walter re Sunnyvale senior lunch since she only comes Friday. he's such a good son. Lisa invited me to St Just senior lunch/bingo Feb 15.
I puzzled then showered. I printed out Beta Appliance flier for Toke. and lyrics to my high school Spanish songs. lunch was good. Walter refused to eat then took the extra salad. I got him extra milk. Valerie remembered denim dress. too bold nautical patches but fits like a dream. I removed ties.
on to Cup by way of St Just. I focused on the best parking and got it. somehow my 'Born Lucky' was renewed even with a hold on it. I borrowed live action and animated Aladdin. and 5 seasons of 'Neighborhood.'
drove to India Cash & Carry crowded, noisy, dirty, expensive. on to Han Kook large clean bright expensive. used Nob Hill wi-fi to check Safeway. bought 2 macadamia and cottage cheese.
I did lots of walking. home I napped after trying my Sprouts chips.
and tomorrow county. I found Sunny bag way back in trunk.
Cody offered bookmarks and 1 unicorn, translucent book dragon and rose flame sword. they make my heart sing.
lunch Walter and Toke late. Inge b'day cake. Elizabeth dark chocolate cookie.
Sprouts Sunny I bought last 5 clearance pineapple chomps, 2 big bags of corn chips. I returned spot and re upped. I hung out 'til 3:30.
I want Carl's for dinner. last minute I detoured to Safeway 24 for 3 corn dogs. I walked store no frozen fish. 2 clearance 'wicked' chocolates for Inge and Toke b'days. home 5 pm.
like Charles Fillmore sizzling with zeal. heating rice, peas, meatloaf b'fast. reminding me of Joe Special. hamburger, spinach. onions, eggs. one of mom's tasty dinners.
everything in Louise Hay affirmations. I have a dozen library books I can read while listening to you tube.
6:10 thinking of karaoke since it's Sunny Wednesday it's good for the brain. music is proven to brain balance and following lyrics is brain exercise. huh.
hurrah! key found at Savers. credit function down cash only so no pizza money, green tags 50% wheel 4 sets of 4 $2.50, 2 metal bookshelf hangers $1.50, Big Bang 7th season $1.50, +tax =$6.50. $13.50 not enough for 2 pizzas.
my new behaviors, I have delicious meatloaf and green peas.
I relaxed my way to seniors just before 8 am. I soaked, stretched, finished puzzle. sesame fish lunch with Fred and Walter. extra rice. I checked out library 1:30 done, bored I decided to check out Savers. I walked entire store dropped green car key. oh, well I bless and let go. I'm OK.
I walked Grocery Outlet for Inge 87 she's looking frail.
home 3:30 waiting for Bayline Solutions. I came home to 3 bins of demolition. I found recycle form taped to blue bin. I called v mail 3:55 Anthony regarding sign off on job. I read recycle no wood called again 4:14. he called back 4:30 starting to get dark I suggested tomorrow he promised clean up before they went on vacation. top front stabilizing 2X4 unpainted.
using stick magnet I picked up over a dozen driveway nails.
still working on it 5 pm painting includes hauling and dump trip. and estimate on backyard clearing what Thomas left. I went through garage to lock house. $2534.75 total dad rebuild. Damien Campos 11 years his dad's business. Anthony dating his cousin.
seniors great lunch OK Krab salad. Fred, Walter, Toke.
Dr Wehle no insurance follow up cancelled appointment. bunch of liars didn't call, said they did to let me know. time for new dentist. so rude. and horrible phone connection.
I want people helping me. no ambush or sabotage.
in the pit of my stomach, shoulders and chest. new experience creates new feeling which in turn create new experience. feelings I had to hide from the family to avoid their torture.
I'm sitting with my feelings. b'fast meat cheese balsamic salad. protein crackers.
I'm assembling this year's tax return.
I looked up Rhonda Richards CPA now a partner. she saved my life in 2002 when Aiko ambushed me with 2001 estate taxes to cover up her embezzling. I don't want Aiko or Mits going to jail. no hypothesizing. it is what it is. I'm looking through the return. so complicated taxes to feds/state clearly instructed. she drafted all the letters. such an intricate mess. all I had to do was sign letters and checks and mail on time.
I folded the laundry and tried on dresses. perfect. the 4 pocket zip hoodie had a hole I wove. I put out the garbage bin.
I'm inspired. Anthony and Damien Campos showed up at 3:30 reinforced 3 places after cleaning. $543.38 total. done at 4:30 I gave them bottled water. Damien repair dad's overhang $2 K. labor and materials.
playing in my head when I woke 3 needing to brush my teeth and charge devices. Walter's negativity negated. I fell asleep after celebrity wheel repeat 8-9.
slept 4:30-8:30 I debated going to seniors pro goodies this week and needing water massage stretching. 9 am over 45 new pieces earrings, rings, pendants, necklaces, bracelet semiprecious silver in little plastic bags. reminded me of Sunshine at senior lunch.
St Just Sandy 2 ham cheese, 2 chips, weekend bag. I puzzled at the library 'til 3:45 gave a little girl a Chomps meat stick.
Anthony Dela Cruz /Bayline Solutions Inc. gutter cleaning quote $175+ 3% $5.75 Discover card estimate tomorrow 2-3 pm Sunday 1/25. I asked about carpentry for dad's add on.
due today. act average and keep it or return it?
having done laundry I'm feeling bold. my back is a little sore. I worried my physical decline was worsening. getting feeble sucks. I'm back as long as I pace myself.
foggy 100% humid. lunch fun. I felt zany and behaved accordingly. Wacko, Yacko and Dot. I told Fred he was Daffy Duck and I was Bugs Bunny he wanted to be Elmer Fudd. OK! I playfully contradicted Walter and raised his spirits proving he has control over his energy by finding that which gives him joy. then I waited with him for his counselor and he thanked me. the most important part an attitude of gratitude.
the universe sends what you appreciate.
so I came to seniors and collected clothes ready to wash. soaked and stretched. milk and cookies for Cody book mobile. he has beautiful new book marks I gave the only unicorn to a munchkin Darth Vader.
lunch good Walter and Toke, extra veg rice. I went back to Lemon laundry. double load $3.75 and walked the mall 28 minutes. old St J clothes OK.
J Box 4 tacos snack home 2 pm. I paced myself hanging clothes. 3:30 rested slept 'til 6. veg rice dinner watched my shows bed 10 pm.
A good lunch. Gloria, Trudy/cake, Kenny, Fred, Toke, Walter. pork loin gravy mash green beans roll. extra salad.
bought 2 Carl's and my salad. happy happy.
the Sunny copy won't play 'err'. one of my new movies of 40.
ah, seniors at 8 am for soak and stretch. man eating r b sandwich on puzzle table I bought one put in car with pool clothes. dinner. Toke my lunch prayer partner. Fred, Walter, fish only me. I decide I wanted to drop off oranges and new menus to Toke. home 2:30.
I have so much food I bought for times I couldn't manage. I shopped for shelf stable survival food for when my body failed.
I wonder if Parkinson is linked to not moving uptight nervous types. based on the people I personally know with Parkinson.
rocking my pelvis I believe strong hips not core is most important. I can feel behind my knee. my nerves are reconnecting. my right rotator cuff is screaming. wah. from repetitive gaming.
I ate last of penne chicken by adding salted almonds and diced fresh tomatoes. senior lunch is so bland almost a miracle. the epitome of tasteless.
I can't decide on lunch. I don't have to. instead of feeling bored I can feel hungry.
i decided no Sunny book sale today.
I finally decided on Spam and tomato. going back to my childhood.
my lower back sore from exercise.
silly Brian had 2 bags of books for Sariah scaring them from his pervy puppy dog aspect. so I stepped in to let them know he's just silly and harmless and he hugged me.
soaked stretched then St Just 2 PBJ choice. one freezer burned. library book sale movies. new comedies one hour looking for 'Igor' back screaming. 2 Walmart bags perfect for movie cases. 40/$5.
came home 1:30 looking for 'Lucky' book 2 days car, trunk, garage, house. beautiful day I ate pudding ring. found book in bag in bed. 4:30 I'm tired back to bed. got up to watch 'last holiday'.
double Louise Hay. I'm playing affirmations on both chrome and TV. like my family's distracting discordant input. I'm ecstatic. making great the worst. I'm turning lead to gold. Alchemy.
I'm waiting for the world to wake up. 44 to 43 degrees getting colder 7 am. 7:20 sunrise 5:15 sunset.
my left hip twinges as I rock my pelvis back and forth. I can feel the unbalanced weakness. driving using only my right leg throws off my muscle balance.
I waited decided I want Safeway pudding ring cake. maybe Sunny and library pick up movies. I walked Sprouts zilch, picked up movie and book no new puzzles.
24 hour Safeway no corn dogs inari sushi. gift card frozen BBQ pork fried rice egg tolls. pudding ring.
I want to try on new clothes. I have something I'm looking forward. jeans fit great.
St J sandwich. I enjoy eating in bed. 41 degrees out lovely comfortable in here. if I hadn't been sick I never would have indulged myself and now it's a luxury I enjoy. having the flu coughing cleared my lungs. I want nicotine lozenge. I had nicotine second hand before I was born.
WOW! sunrise 7:21 am. I googled it. I don't have to go into the dark and cold. 7 am 39 degrees 2 colder than 6 am! well slower.
I started to go to Savers and St Just had 2 size 16 jeans in Ross bag. new Dearfoam slippers so I googled closest laundry. Benton Kiely. first machine Maytag $3.25 single load. and bathroom. home 2 pm 40 minute to hang. parked under tree 40 degree night.
bed 10 pm.
38 degrees out. I wait 'til it warms up. new me releases suffering. mom needed pain to feel alive.
epiphany most people create discomfort to feel alive. happiness to them is pain they avoid. ergo Trump.
I can go sew at Sunny.
sugar is the cheapest easiest drug. ads are everywhere.
seniors calm puzzle pool. I showered then decided to swim. doing what I want when I want is exciting. lunch with Fred, Toke, Walter left early. quinoa salad hummus, olives, feta, diced tomatoes red bell, cucumbers, red onion. I got extra penne chick.
I checked central redeemed winter bingo pen and tea bag. puzzled 'til 5:30 getting dark and cold. I watched TV 'til 10:30 played mahjongg 'til 2:30 am.
new rules. one thing at a time caring for myself. I keep reminding myself to be caring, careful.
walked home Safeway nothing. picked up St Just lunch. parked on street. showered and Fred Walter lunch extra fish broccoli. puzzled Nicole Sneezy named by Walter.
I hung out puzzling, remembered city water due, paid online error I called JT gave me confirmation.
called disc paid due date.
Walter. had a stress free lease renewal he doesn't connect with change in thinking. thoughts are electrical energy programming the body literally changing chemistry.
new google format crap takes forever and not following protocol.
I appreciate my good.
to turn off zero battery. an hour and half to charge the battery. I considered going to the main library.
you tube: Patricia Delicious Nutrition-banana + 80% melted chocolate, vanilla, cinnamon, nutmeg, wand blended, chilled. looking for Louise Hay.
Rough Magic 1995. interesting movie Bridget Fonda, Russel Crowe, D W Moffet. Kenneth Mars, Jim Broadbent Mexican magic. I want my own copy.
what I want. I'm simply living. I'm enjoying my health. I cooked spaghetti for chili. enjoying prep celery. binge watching "Elsbeth 2".
I only sign in once for games and 3 X for sweeps.
I have a clearer vision. I felt the connection to the universe, God is all there is. I have to discuss with Walter, probably the only person I know capable of understanding and interested.
I prefer going to seniors 8 am when a little warmer, lighted and less frantic parking. I showered and puzzled, talked to Nigerian Khai and Viet Ivy geriatric students SCU.
lunch mediocre Fred, Walter, Toke great. Walter got me extra plus mine for the weekend.
I returned central and rested. I used my book coupon for "Goonies" movie. picked up 6 holds. CUP I returned 4, picked up 12 holds. Oh, my back started screaming all of a sudden. I went to Jack Box for 4 tacos. so good.
Sunny 8:30. SC 46 degrees. 7 am I showered at 24 using new shampoo. nice tangle free.
I considered going to dollar tree but too rushed. 9:30 they checked me in 2 people left in ambulance, lady got sick. I blessed the situation. FUN &FLIRTY. NOISIER LIVELIER. Anne from seniors again.
I can come to sing on Wednesdays. I don't have to eat. the policy is to sign up Mondays for the week. so much fun.
I went to $ tree fish oil, hair bands, 4 reading glasses better than $300 prescription, C drops. CVS 4 almond protein drinks $15 free OTC.
tired and my back screaming. tomorrow central. then county.
I'M STUCK IN CAPS. I LOST INTERNET CONNECTION. used 24 hour internet saw Bryan.
8:49 in car Sunny lunch opens 9. we'll see new format. standby I was entertained by Teresa, (husband Bob, autistic son Dylan), friend Keith sing/dance, Afro Ernie talker. Armando wonderful gave me 2 oranges for Toke and milk I gave to 7 dwarves. Herman & Yanti. I didn't have to wait 'til 11:15 Armando reminded them Jimmy front door Debbie manager thanked me for my patience I was served 10:49. so unlike SC Anne too.
Sunny hot spot 3 weeks due 28.
big salad teriyaki chicken pouch, prep celery, diced tomato.
I'm sneezing and coughing this am. I was fine yesterday. a little weak so I'm taking my recovery slowly w/o self criticism. is my Autism better I don't know. I showered no swim.
Sunny phone says holds are ready but not on account. I'll wait.
I love ignoring the clock. I hated being controlled by time. man invented time pieces and became enslaved like cars or anything we own we become slaves tending our things.
Judy and Bonnie bought a 300 puzzle from Ross ate 1 sleeve (12) shortbread cookies, re taped the tin gave it to me Christmas. perfect for ME. Yuck lunch. good for dieting.
I called Toke and Walter no lunch tomorrow and Thurs. maybe Chip. maybe Sunny. I came home to rest building slowly.
I just realized I cold turkey stopped eating potato and corn chips 2 months ago for no reason.
did everything to change to scan one pass. very personable and patient.
checked Chipotle open 10:45. all I want is carnitas. another day. Fred and Walter got me extra lunches. Toke 2 comics dollar tree closed. stayed to talk to Walter.
Walmart I paid PGE 2 months and didn't find anything I wanted. on to Home Safeway clearance black forest pudding ring, salad, tomatoes, prep celery gift card.
home I ate half mediocre noodles and slept. Tired out.
4 pm I drove to Jack Box for 4 tacos. online only deal $1.49.
I finished reading The Bride Test 2019 after midnight. my autistic author. At eight years old I became Cinderella for dimes and quarters to purchase weekly reader books. my sisters were given money for nothing. I did the cooking and strenuous cleaning for a pittance. and so I became the responsible one.
I'm learning to love myself. it's so difficult new behaviors. I looked up low blood sugar pressure too much bed rest one cause. 2007 I slowly rebuilt my stamina. my spine is responding. the space between my shoulder blades is locked and sore up through my skull. vagus nerve tightening and relaxing. I'm rocking my pelvis.
food log-1)pea soup parmesan cheese. 2)I added too much salt to pasta h2o soaked and drained 3 X. low in salt I never use. I'm feeling stronger. by 'mistake' I fixed my low blood pressure.
Maria Twitty Henderson Nevada by Las Vegas called new # I called back 22 min catch up. she's a great prayer partner. Master Mind prayer group.
I need to eat. my stomach hurts too empty. I thought about going to central, not today.
I'm resting, healing. I've been forcing , pushing myself beyond my limits as the family demanded. it feels so alien to care for myself.
6:30 hungry I eat beets.
I never feared driving mom did, I'm choosing again. I've been re-infected living with the family fears.
Heal Your 7 Chakras While You Sleep-Louise Hay 2:15:20. best Rx. I gave myself hiccups.
1:30 drove to Carl's sunny 2 Cali onions on the side. my blood sugar is resetting again. I need the protein despite beef the worst for arthritis. home by 2. passed on 24 hour register today. taking care of me.
magnetizing love. people love me based on their self love. they can only love me to the extent they love themselves.
Norton virus keep interrupting Mah jong game. It's the virus warning me of itself.
I'm calling everyone to update my Scan One Pass 24 hour membership, CVS mail order catalog, Scan customer service, Delta dental closed. Ariana the best 45 minutes researching for me. I'm lying in bed listening to non stop Louise Hay, relaxing, reading, waiting for callbacks. the best ever. I called One Pass after 3 and sweet Roxy generated my gym number. hopefully it works. I put it in my phone.
I remembered I left my wallet in the car after Carl's. I felt so weak.
