PTSD-JAN13-MAY13

MOM'S B-DAY IS HITTING ME PRETTY HARD.

I'M FEELING SAD AND DEPRESSED.  IF NOT FOR MY HABITS I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO MOVE. 

COMPULSIVE OBSESSIVE BEHAVIORS ARE GOOD FOR CARRYING ON. 

I WONDER IF THE VIOLENCE AND ABUSE CAUSED THE COMPULSIVE OBSESSIVE BEHAVIOR?

HELENE SIMONE IS A GOOD MOM TO MALES AND ME.  SHE SHARED HALF HER PIECE OF CAKE AND GAVE ME HER DISCARD NEWSPAPER AND HER SAFEWAY MONOPOLY GAME PIECES.

TOMAS WAITED ON HER SATURDAY AND HE HAD TO CALL ME TO TELL ME AT 8:02 PM.

SO I'M HANGING AT THE LIBRARY R/T THE DEPRESSING HOUSE.

I HAVE SALAD AND CHICKEN FROM SENIOR LUNCH.

ALL I NEED IS A NAP.