WAHH!!!!

I FEEL LIKE CRYING.  MAYBE I'M JUST HUNGRY. I DON'T KNOW.  LIKE A BABY.

IF I'D HAD SOMEONE TO TEACH ME TO DIFFERENTIATE MY FEELINGS I'D KNOW WHAT I WANT, WHAT I FEEL.

I JUST WASN'T ALLOWED TO FEEL.  I WAS BEATEN INTO SUBMISSION SO THEY COULD GO ON THEIR HYPOCRITICAL WAY.  THE SCAPEGOAT, FAMILY DOG, ENABLER.

WOW!!!!  I DO IT FOR EVERYONE I MEET.  I JOLLY THEM INTO HIGHER VIBES.

MY MINIMAL CONTACT ALLOWS THEM TO ABSORB AND IMPLEMENT CHANGES IN THEIR LIVES.  THE PROGRAMMED GUIDANCE COUNSELOR.  SO ALL MY RELATIONSHIPS ARE CURSORY.  I WAS PROGRAMMED TO BE ALONE.

THE PERFECT GROUP=CO-DEPENDENTS.  OH SO POLITE AND RESPECTFUL.

COUNSELORS, EVERYONE.

AND EVERYTHING I BUY STRIPS AWAY ANOTHER LEVEL OF GETTING TO WHAT I WANT.  WHAT I FEEL.

THIS WAS BROUGHT ON BY THE NEW LUCKY'S WIN A TOYOTA CONTEST.  I WON A CADILLAC ESCALADE WHEN I WAS BEDRIDDEN AND TOO SICK TO DO ANYTHING WHEN THEY HAD THE INDY 500 CONTEST.  I KNEW I COULDN'T ACCEPT.  NON TRANSFERABLE AND SUBJECT TO THE SPONSORS.  BESIDES THE TAX IMPLICATIONS.
I WAS SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING ENTERING THIS CONTEST BY MAIL.  I DID THAT BEFORE AND WON.  BUT I DIDN'T EVEN PICK UP THE FREE AW ROOT BEER 2 LITER LAST WEEK.  DO I REALLY WANT A NEW CAR THAT WILL LOSE HALF IT'S VALUE THE FIRST YEAR.

NO.