Monday, July 9, 2018

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING

I'M TERRIFIED AFTER SPENDING 67 YRS NUMBED TO LIFE.  I'M FEELING EVERY LITTLE THING.

NO WONDER MOST PEOPLE ARE UNCONSCIOUS.  THEY'RE NUMB.

I DROVE TO CSAA TOTALLY STRESSED OUT.  I LET GOD.  MOST OF MY LIFE IS A BIG BLUR.  BECAUSE OF MY ABUSIVE FAMILY I SHUT DOWN ALL EMOTIONS.  MEMORIES ARE ANCHORED BY EMOTIONS. 

CREATING REQUIRES EMOTION.  FOR MY LIFE TO EVOLVE I HAVE TO USE MY EMOTIONS TO CREATE A BIGGER BETTER LIFE.  LOVE AND ANGER ARE GREAT MOTIVATORS.  THEY DRIVE CREATION. 

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