i love the scarcity of people. the best day for everything. shopping, driving, laundry, everything. smarter planning would make a perfectly imperfect world. i can do this.
i watched cesar 911 and for the first time the dog was moved to a more conducive permanent environment. the 3 young children confused the dog. success for the dog's well fare. made me sad. i think i tend to let too much go expecting people to self regulate but that's why we have laws, they don't. so many of my relationships. all probably. i expect adults to act mature. most aren't and i can't be around them. my biggest mistake trying. i give up. i physically can't tolerate lies and the world celebrates liars. actors and politicians, criminals.
i asked for help. i put in prayer request. my only source of support. and i spoke from my heart not my head. i have no experience with in person support. cathy and toke are the only 2 to reciprocate. and they have their own problems.
lunch i had cornbread and half the beef barley soup. dinner i cooked carrots, potatoes mex squash with cheese and amino.
best super ever. i did what i wanted. i ate what i wanted.
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