SUPPORT

I'M PRACTICING WHAT IT FEELS LIKE IN THE POOL.  I HAD AN EMPOWERING DREAM OF THE OCEAN AND TOM.  I'M RUNNING ALONG THE SHORE FEELING SO GOOD, THE TIDE SWEEPS ME FORWARD, PAST TOM SITTING IN THE WATER BY THE RETAINING WALL POINTEDLY IGNORING ME.  I CONTINUE RUNNING STRONGLY.

I HAVE CONQUERED THE CLOCK.  I DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT.  MY LIFE WAS CONTROLLED BY THE CLOCK MY ENTIRE LIFE.  HURRAY!!

GRAVE MISGIVINGS

IT MAY BE BECAUSE TODAY IS 18 YEARS SINCE MOM DIED AND TOM IS MOM.  HE'S STILL BABY TOMMY.  MAYBE DEANA IS THE RIGHT MOMMY.

HARVILLE HENDRIX WAS RIGHT ABOUT ALL RELATIONSHIPS BEING ABOUT HEALING CHILDHOOD WOUNDS.

MY LIFE IS BECOMING EASY AGAIN.  AND IT'S HARD TO GET USED TO, IRONIC.

I CAME HOME FROM SENIORS SNACKED ON CUSTARD DONUT, CHIPS AND NAPPED 2 1/2 HOURS.  I TRIED TO WAKE UP AFTER HALF AN HOUR BUT I FELT EXHAUSTED.  I'M DOING OK CONSIDERING FRIDAY I DANCED 3 AND DROVE HOME 9:30 AT NIGHT AND COULDN'T RELAX 'TIL 1.  AND DRANK HALF THE SHANDY.

I ATE GERBER DINNER.  POOR BABIES HAVE NO QUALITY FROM PREPARED FOOD.  I ATE SALAD FROM LUNCH.  GOOD DAY.

STILL DEAD

IT'S BEEN 18 YEARS NOW.  I'VE BEEN SO SICK.  I DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO MISS MOM. 

AND MITZI AND AILEEN ARE SO UNPLEASANT AND DISTRACTED ME FROM GRIEVING CONTENDING WITH THEIR THREATS AND ABUSE. 

AND TOM HAS HIS DEANA SO I'M FREE.  HE TOOK OUT THE TRASH AS A BIG PRODUCTION.  HE HASN'T CHANGED BUT MAYBE HE'LL GROW UP NOW. 

DO NOTHING

NOT LIVING ACCORDING TO THE CLOCK IS AMAZING.  I CONSIDER MY OPTIONS BASED ON DESIRE AND PRACTICALITY.

I'M CHARGING THE CHROME DURING NON PEAK HOURS.

SOMEHOW 3 PAGES ARE IN THE BUTTON AT THE BOTTOM.  IT'S FABULOUS.THIS CHROME IS SOMEHOW DIFFERENT.

BITCHES

ROSE AND ALMITA THINK I'M THEIR PERSONAL SLAVE.  ROSE WOULDN'T GIVE ME HER MILK THAT SHE DIDN'T WANT BUT GAVE IT TO ART WHO ALWAYS GIVES ME HIS MILK.  SHE GAVE IT TO GINNY CUTTING ME OUT. 

ALMITA CALLS ME OVER FROM ACROSS THE ROOM TO TAKE THE EMPTY CARAFE INSTEAD OF WALKING HALFWAY TO A TABLE.  SO LAZY.  SHE NEEDS AN IRON LUNG TO DO HER BREATHING FOR HER.  I THOUGHT MOM AND DAD WERE LAZY BUT ALMITA'S OLYMPIC MATERIAL.  SHE'S A PIECE OF WORK ALRIGHT.

LET'S SEE HOW LONG THEY LAST.

experiment

I'M SPENDING MORE TIME AWAY FROM HOME TO SEE IF SMART METER GOES DOWN.

I GOT TO SLEEP 'TIL 5 AND DREAMED I'M PUTTING MAIL IN ORDER AND I HAVE AN IMPORTANT WORD SEARCH.

WHICH I KIND OF DO EVERYDAY.  YESTERDAY RUTH GAVE ME AN ENTIRE BOX OF MONOPOLY TICKETS.  TOOK ME TWO HOURS TO OPEN.  I STILL HAVE GAME PIECES TO CHECK FROM SUNDAY AND I'VE BEEN STEADILY ENTERING CODES.

I WANT SOME DANCE DVDS.  I WANT TO DANCE.

I PICKED UP FROM CAMPBELL, PAID CITIBANK, SAFEWAY ASPIRIN, MONOPOLY AND TISSUES, DROPPED OFF PAPERS AT ST J AND I'M HOME.

I'M PLEASANTLY TIRED.  I HAD TO TURN IN CHROME AND PICK UP NEW.  I'M RESETTING MY CITES.

SITTING, EATING

I'M HANGING OUT ENJOYING THE CITY DIME.  I FINALLY FIGURED OUT MY SMART METER IS CHARGING ME THROUGH THE ROOF BECAUSE OF PEAK TIMES.

I DECIDED TO GO TO SCU SAFEWAY.  TODAY'S THE LAST DAY TO REDEEM FREE MONOPOLY TICKETS.  IT'S WEIRD CAUSE THE REST ARE GOOD TIL THE 28TH.

ELSIE IS STUPID OR MEAN.  MAYBE BOTH.  SHE KEPT RIDING ME ABOUT LOOKING FOR FREEBIES FROM SENIOR BINGO.  I DON'T NEED MORE RACISM THANK YOU VERY MUCH.  SHE WOULDN'T SHUT UP.

I DID MY COMPUTER STUFF AND FOUND A BIG TWO POUND BAG OF CAPE COD KETTLE CHIPS.  DELICIOUS.  TYGJ.