MY CHILDHOOD WAS FEAR AND ANXIETY. I LIVED ANTICIPATING DEATH. I DIDN'T WANT TO BE THERE.
WHEN MT WAS GOING TO RUN AWAY FROM HOME IN '58 I WASN'T SURPRISED. I WONDER IF IT WAS AFTER MK CHASED A AROUND THE HOUSE BEATING HER WITH A BROOM. THE OLD STYLE HEAVY BROOM. THE YELLING, SCREAMING, CRYING IS STILL INSIDE ME. THE CRUELTY.
I AVOIDED THINKING OR FEELING. ALWAYS. I SHUT DOWN COMPLETELY.
IN ORDER TO CREATE WHAT I WANT I HAVE TO CLEAN HOUSE. THE HOUSE REALLY IS A REFLECTION OF THE INTERIOR.
WOW. THE E-MOTION. ENERGY IN MOTION.
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