I SUDDENLY AWOKE WITH FREE FLOATING ANXIETY THEN REMEMBERED JURY DUTY NEXT WEEK.
THE LAST TIME WAS 2004. WHEN I GOT THE CAR, AND THE FUNNY PART; I STARTED LOOKING FOR A CAR BEFORE. THEN THE CHECK ENGINE LIGHT AND REMEMBERING ERIC'S DEATH THIS LAST JUNE 13, TEN DAYS AFTER HIS BIRTHDAY.
MOM'S IS MAY 13, TWELVE DAYS AFTER HER BIRTHDAY.
IS THAT THE ROOT ANXIETY? HOW A&M TURNED ON ME AND TRIED TO EVICT ME 2001-2008. BATTLING THEM FOR THE RIGHT TO LIVE.
AND ALL THAT TIME I'VE BATTLED DEPRESSION, THE FAMILY TRADITION.
NO WONDER I FEEL SO TIRED. PTSD.
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