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I DON'T LIKE IT.  BASED ON HISTORY IT'S BETTER AND I RESIST.  I AWOKE TO A DREAM OF A IN THE GARAGE GOING THROUGH THE BOXES OF FABRIC.

IN REALITY SHE WENT THROUGH THE ENTIRE HOUSE, TOOK EVERYTHING SHE COULD TURN INTO CASH, MOM'S AND MINE, AND STUCK WHAT SHE DIDN'T WANT FROM HER HOUSE AND HERE IN THE GARAGE.  I FEEL SAD.  I DON'T KNOW FROM WHAT.  IT'S BEEN THE SAME SINCE MOM DIED IN 2001.  I'M  STILL FEELING SAD.

THE SADNESS HAS BEEN BUILDING ALL WEEK.  THE NEW TV SEASON.  THE GUIDE CHANNEL IS NOW A RELIGIOUS 24 HR.  INGA IS BACK THANK GOODNESS.  SHE'S THE BACKBONE OF THE GROUP.  HER QUIET STEADY PRESENCE.  AND MARIA A SAT AT OUR TABLE.  I SIT IN MARIA O'S SPOT, I JUST NOW REALIZED.

I JUST REMEMBERED WHEEL.  AND I REMEMBERED THE ANSWER OF THE BONUS FROM LAST NIGHT.  I'M RECONNECTING SYNAPSES.