I'VE AVOIDED TWO HEAD ON CAR COLLISIONS. THAT SMALL STILL VOICE.
I'VE HAD DREAMS THAT I ENCOUNTERED IN REALITY. DREAMS LEADING ME TO HAPPINESS.
I'VE LIVED INTUITIVELY. BEING LOGICAL LED ME TO A HORRIBLE LIFE. MY CHILDHOOD PROGRAMMED ME TO TAKE CARE OF HORRIBLE, SELFISH PEOPLE. I COULD HAVE CHOSEN TO CONTINUE A SAD LIFE OBSERVING PEOPLE SELF-DESTRUCT BECAUSE THEY WEREN'T WILLING TO CHANGE. THAT WAS MY FORM OF SELF DESTRUCTION.
I DECIDED I'D HAD ENOUGH. I CHOSE TO CREATE A DIFFERENT LIFE. IT'S NEW AND SCARY ONLY BECAUSE I HAVE NO PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE WITH HAPPINESS. AND TOTALLY WORTH IT.
I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN REINCARNATION UNTIL PHYSICAL EXHAUSTION REMOVED THE WALLS OF MY PAST LIVES. WHY WOULD GOD HAVE US LIVE IN THE THIRD GRADE OVER AND OVER? OUR FREE WILL DEMANDED REINCARNATION. SOMETHING YOU DON'T HAVE TO BELIEVE IN FOR IT TO WORK.
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