Sunday, October 14, 2018

STILL CHANGING

I'M FEELING LIKE AN ADOLESCENT.  LIKE A CLUMSY PUPPY.

YESTERDAY I ATE TWO PIECES OF CELERY.  I WENT TO SRS, CAMPBELL,  CAME HOME AND NAPPED FOR HOURS.  I'M SLEEPING 4-5 HOURS AT NIGHT AND WATCHING DVDS, COMPUTING, WORKING ON THE NEW ME.

I'M AT A CHANGE POINT AND AM AWARE, FEELING SO UNCOMFORTABLE.  I PICKED UP MORE LOUISE HAY AND REQUESTED MORE.

I DECIDED TO LOOK FOR AND WATCH CONCENTRATION ON YOU TUBE ONLINE. I KEEP MISSING IT BROADCAST ON BUZZR TV.   I BINGED FOR 3 HOURS STRAIGHT THROUGH.  STRETCHING MY BRAIN IN NEW DIRECTIONS.  I'M RESTING MORE, TAKING CARE OF MYSELF.  IT FEELS SCARY.  I'M EXPANDING MY SELF CARE.

I REALIZED EVERYTHING MANUFACTURED IS CREATED TO MANIPULATE.


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