Sunday, June 23, 2019

HARVILLE HENDRIX

I'M UNRAVELING MY CHILDHOOD.  THE EXERCISES IN THE BACK DESCRIBE TYPES.  I OVER LAP AND MY COPING TECHNIQUES ARE DIFFERENT.  I DON'T QUITE FIT.

I'M ENJOYING AS TIME GOES BY THE ENTIRE SERIES.  THE DISCS WERE OUT OF ORDER AND I DIDN'T CHECK SO I WILL WATCH IT ALL AGAIN.  THEY REPEATED THE SAME EPISODES OVER AND OVER.

FOR NOW I SHALL REST FOR ST J.  I GOT SO MUCH FOOD TO EAT AND NO ONE TO CRITICIZE.

HOW CAN I FEEL LONELY WHEN I FEEL SO MUCH RELIEF AT THE LACK OF CRITICISM AND CONDEMNATION.  I CAN'T.  SOMEONE CAME BY YESTERDAY AND WENT AWAY.  NO PHONE CALL, I DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THE TRUCK.  ALL MY PAST RELATIONSHIPS HAVE BEEN CRITICISM AND CONDEMNATION.  I DESERVE SOMEONE WHO VALUES AND LOVES MY QUIRKS.  I CAN BE ME.

TODAY WAS FUN.  LUNCH WE WERE SERVED WAS CHICKEN SALAD, 3 EGG ROLLS, DINNER ROLL BUTTER, ICE CREAM CUP.  ALICE, GINNY, SOPHIA, I GAVE GERDA 4 BOTTLES ASPIRIN BIRTHDAY CARD.  I LOVE GIVING MAKING PEOPLE HAPPY.

I READ LIBRARY NEWSPAPER, CHARGED THE CHROME, MY PHONE.  I WAS HOME BY 5:30 ON A 90 DEGREE DAY.  I WAS OK AND COOLING OFF BY 5:30.

I FEEL ALIVE.


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