I'M UNRAVELING MY CHILDHOOD. THE EXERCISES IN THE BACK DESCRIBE TYPES. I OVER LAP AND MY COPING TECHNIQUES ARE DIFFERENT. I DON'T QUITE FIT.
I'M ENJOYING AS TIME GOES BY THE ENTIRE SERIES. THE DISCS WERE OUT OF ORDER AND I DIDN'T CHECK SO I WILL WATCH IT ALL AGAIN. THEY REPEATED THE SAME EPISODES OVER AND OVER.
FOR NOW I SHALL REST FOR ST J. I GOT SO MUCH FOOD TO EAT AND NO ONE TO CRITICIZE.
HOW CAN I FEEL LONELY WHEN I FEEL SO MUCH RELIEF AT THE LACK OF CRITICISM AND CONDEMNATION. I CAN'T. SOMEONE CAME BY YESTERDAY AND WENT AWAY. NO PHONE CALL, I DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THE TRUCK. ALL MY PAST RELATIONSHIPS HAVE BEEN CRITICISM AND CONDEMNATION. I DESERVE SOMEONE WHO VALUES AND LOVES MY QUIRKS. I CAN BE ME.
TODAY WAS FUN. LUNCH WE WERE SERVED WAS CHICKEN SALAD, 3 EGG ROLLS, DINNER ROLL BUTTER, ICE CREAM CUP. ALICE, GINNY, SOPHIA, I GAVE GERDA 4 BOTTLES ASPIRIN BIRTHDAY CARD. I LOVE GIVING MAKING PEOPLE HAPPY.
I READ LIBRARY NEWSPAPER, CHARGED THE CHROME, MY PHONE. I WAS HOME BY 5:30 ON A 90 DEGREE DAY. I WAS OK AND COOLING OFF BY 5:30.
I FEEL ALIVE.
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