two year old tantrum

I'M NOT READY TO GO.  I'M LOVING MYSELF EVEN THOUGH I'M REBELLING AGAINST THE SHOULD.  I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING.  I JUST WANT TO BE.

AT SOME POINT I WANT TO WEED THE BACK YARD.  I WANT.  I WANT.  I WANT TO KNOW WHAT I WANT.