oh i feel sick-nuclear-i get it

i emailed missing usps mail and paid city online.  i got here senior lunch 10:30 sat until the driveway unblocked.  old me would have gotten out and moved it, new me sat and waited.  i'm usually the first.  it's crowded today.  meatloaf gravy mash greens.  bland.  

49 o.  cold dark and windy.  i feel better after eating so it must have been allergies from the wind.  still blowing 25 m/p/h.

paid consumer cell and looked at online activation.  i need both phones.  i can do it.

i almost lost 3 important emails when yahoo started jumping around went to trash i retrieved them.  whew!!  dopamine rush.

i guess it's me.  i don't like throwing wasting things.  i respect the planet resources.  until we can transmute atoms i believe we should have more respect for the planet.  the planet is not disposable.  it's the only one we have.

i decided to check st. j everyday.

i get it now.  the slow internet forces me to wait, sit, think.