since we're all unique.
i called inge and picked up some recycle. she has a lot. i can go back next week. tomorrow she and jeanie are having lunch. i checked lettuce still good. feeling very tired. lucky's free can soup 2 eggs 2 toast and chips.
sat 1/29 - 10 am been awake since 4 pain racked. couldn't decide on b'fast. most important to put fuel in before burning. i ate a sleeve of ritz. 7 i finally mixed plain and blueberry oatmeal. added sliced almonds. ate half. took supplements and filled for next week. cooked quinoa to add to can soup or ramen. lined up can chicken. i'm good. i folded and put away laundry in 3 batches. all in the past i pushed myself quicker harder because the family pushed me. useless effort and suffering. i'm celebrating ease. i added tag to plaid hoodie, sewed projects. productive. i thought about going gym but i don't want to drive.
sun 1/30- i'm watching 'any day now'. i couldn't watch it before with the hypocrisy still rampant at the time. i know what makes me sad. i've been doing my projects. i want to soak so i'm waiting 'til football. the roads and stores will be abandoned. i cleaned the big cooler mess from chicken.
watching 'gaslight'. if i hadn't seen it as a child i might have succumbed to the lies of alien and ex. the mind games to control others.
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