going beyond

i'm so busy living my best life.  i shampooed exercised put things in car organizing a bit at a time.  

thurs-1/13 1:30 pm sitting waiting for csaa tow.  transmission won't shift out of low.  no acceleration.  clunks when i shift.  Rhinnanon reassuring.  2:30 projected time.  so i have time to collect my fears.  i'm sitting in shade.  

daily word 'let go and let god'.  

went $tore for amber mouthwash found recharge flashlights, touch screen gloves clear face mask 25 cents orange cones.  i exercised a bunch put things in car bookmobile i gave Aggie and Cody fruit and flashlights.  started for sunny library remembered tire air check detoured no air check sign.  so i went Lawrence safe way almonds mini bear claws.  bbb nothing i wanted.  i still wasn't hungry i took Lawrence and car surged then lost power like clutch plate broken.  turned on flashers limped into grocery outlet parking lot.  called Carlos busy today.  tomorrow morning.  limped to Brookdale Pomeroy.  called Carlos again.  will tow csaa to his shop.  maybe i can rent a car.  i do love driving different cars.  i've called csaa 4 times now and still waiting.  wrong city address phone number.  worst service i've ever gotten in my life.  4 calls Michael sounded drunk or Parkinsons.  Kristin fortes bro. 

Carlos Gonzalez tow truck to Carlos Hernandez auto repair.  down Pomeroy to Benton to Alviso.  whew!!!  4:30.  long day and more to go.  Carlos diagnosed and will test accelerator sensor tomorrow.  drove me home 5:20.  i shouldn't feel so happy.  i loved riding in the tow truck and i trust Carlos H.