awake since 3:30 watching movies. tina turner had nothing; love, security. watching the interview with velma bullock her mother explains a lot. makes me cry. my mom never loved me either. i'm still crying. hurts in my first chakra. ike turner and velma bullock had dead eyes no love, compassion, snake eyes. thinking of 'little big man's 'snake eyes.'
it was interesting ike named her tina from anna mae bullock. he stripped her of her identity attempting to remake and control her. worked for 16 years until through buddism she detached from the abuse fought back and left him. the seeds of spousal abuse were planted by her parents. she had to love ike as she loved her parents.
sunday 6/4 9:30 pm i just realized craig turner killed himself 7/4 2018 year after i lost eric. tina ran away from ike 7/4. ronnie turner died cancer 12/ 2022 six months before tina. it's all so connected.
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