I figure our bodies make us glad to move on to the next phase. well, I'm ready and my body continues to fall into disrepair. I'm a happy volunteer ready to go.
I'm dealing with feelings of desperation. old stale feelings bubbling up in the safety of today. feeling the healing. healing the feeling. the only reality is feeling. all creation comes from energy=feelings. positive, negative, constructive, destructive. energy is non judgmental.
I'm enjoying being. my tv table fell over and I don't care. I picked everything up. I used to feel so disgusted. huh. I used to judge and label myself based on my critical unloving, mean family.
I'm enjoying watching All of Me Steve Martin Lily Tomlin. How to Marry a Millionaire, Gentlemen Prefer Blondes. fun stuff. Georgia Rule 2007. not so fun but important.
I cooked the tofu ham in orange soda. delicious. I made a big salad and 2 pieces of sunflower bread toast.
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