I haven't had the energy or inclination to revisit 2001. Glory brought up the pain of betrayal which logically I denied in order to function. I don't need the illusion any more. they're snakes I can leave behind. I don't owe them anything.
I called 8 am having written 9-1:30. I'm more upset than I realize. I'm too used to caring for others when I'm stressed I revert to times when my physical survival depended on others surviving first. I'm better, not good yet. nice 7 minute conversation regarding 1 or 2 topics. They don't advise car accidents but lawyers' referrals. so I want clarification on my family inheritance issues. were they criminal, is embezzlement actionable? would they have gone to jail? for my peace of mind and heart I need to be able to resolve the actions taken and omitted. all the vague sadness and depression have a source.
bread cast upon the waters. I distracted myself by sharing dried Ramadan dates and encountered 16 truffles.
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