I loved horses and read all the books. kept me sanely separate from my family.
in 2003 I had a fibroid tumor the size of a grapefruit. my sisters accused me of lying and Mitzi decided to ambush me the day of my pre-op embarrassing me in front of my doctor accusing her too, refusing to attend the exploratory surgery. all that turmoil I've avoided, denying my feelings, my pain humiliation. they were constantly shaming and embarrassing me. my entire life was HELL.
I can admit it now I'm finally safe 74 years later. that's when PTSD shows up. why so many celebrities end up dead.
4 pm I put out garbage replaced liner. 10 minutes outside I forgot to wipe off pollen and have a sinus headache. I wonder how much eye problems are affected by sinuses. 5-7 pm Idiot Test.
next horse movie Tolkien "War of the Rohhirim".
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