she'd never been religious before. when one of the grandparents died she decided to be Shinto with an altar and I had to pay for everyone's sins. she put incense on my hand and lit it, burned me. if I moved she'd put more on starting over. I was maybe 8. I blocked out the pain. I detached from my body. survival foremost. minimize the torture. then she labeled me inhuman. she was the monster.
I have a neck headache.
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