Thursday, December 18, 2025

I have to eat

Yuck, nothing is appetizing.  I'm feeling paranoid Mits sent me a b'day card 10 days ago before I got sick.  

I toasted a muffin topped it with mild chili tuna.  yesterday I retrieved coffee tea from car.  so good.  

I called St Justin asking they mail me gift cards.  I don't know.  the old me forced myself to suffer.  family loyalty.  pride?  ego?  all I know is they insist I suffer.

reading Helen Huang I'm having an Autistic Exhaustion.  my nerves are worn through trying to fit in be what they want.  

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