everything is important to me. I changed my slippers. and I worry everything will be OK. this has been my life. I'm practicing being gentle with myself. my picture as a toddler shows me with a furrowed brow.
I figured out mom threw out everything because she had nothing and when angry at anything tossed our toys. Aiko is the same. dad loved giving everything away as long as it wasn't his. so I barely had clothes on my back. therefore the Cinderella complex. I dressed in rags, did all the chores since before 8 years old. no one to love since coming to the mainland at 4.
so today I wore my sparkling gold antler headband.
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