Wednesday, August 7, 2019

ONE DAY AT A TIME

I'M EXPERIENCING NEW ABUSE FLASHBACKS.  NO WONDER MY LIFE HAS BEEN DIFFICULT.  LIKE TRYING TO DRIVE IN A FOG.  I'VE BEEN OUT OF TOUCH WITH MYSELF.  LIVING MY LIFE WRAPPED UP IN A SELF PROTECTIVE SHELL I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD.

MOM HATED ME BECAUSE BABAN LOVED ME.  MOM WAS JEALOUS OF EVERYONE.  I DON'T KNOW WHY DAD RESENTED ME. 


Tuesday, August 6, 2019

HIGHWAY RUN

I'M FOREVER YOURS FAITHFULLY.  I WATCHED BEAT SHAZAM LAST NIGHT AND THAT'S AN EAR WORM.  I'LL HAVE TO LOOK AT THE LYRICS.

Monday, August 5, 2019

HALLELUJAH!

I'M FEELING BETTER AFTER EXERCISING.  I PUT RECYCLE AND GARBAGE BINS OUT.  I'M STILL FEELING A LITTLE SAD ST J IS CLOSING.  I'M GOING TO WATCH H TRAIL.  MARTIN LANDAU AS A MUTE INDIAN IS HILARIOUS.

I HAD DREAM MOM WAS STILL FOLLOWING DAD CROSSING MULTI LANE ONE WAY STREETS.  HE OFFERS TO BUY ME DINNER AT J IN BOX.  I THINK BECAUSE I FOUND AND AM WEARING THE GOLD OVER STERLING AQUAMARINE BRACELET.  THEY DISSED ME 1989 FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND GOD HAS BALANCED THE ACCOUNT.

AT 3:30 I DECIDED TO GO TO CAMPBELL.  I HAD 2 DVD TO PICK UP.  THEY COULDN'T FIND MAN WHO KNEW TOO LITTLE.  THEY'LL GET ME ONE FROM ANOTHER BRANCH. 


Sunday, August 4, 2019

FORLORN

A FEELING I'M VERY FAMILIAR WITH.  THE FAMILY. 

THE FIRST OF THE MONTH BLUES.  MAYBE THE EFFECT OF THE MOON.  GRAVITY.  I DON'T KNOW.


Saturday, August 3, 2019

HELLBOY

DOING THE RIGHT THING.  FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN IT'S RIGHT.

EVERY SOUL IN THE UNIVERSE DESERVES LOVE PEACE HAPPINESS.

I EXERCISED, WENT ST J, RETURNED DVD PICKED UP HOLDS.  I DECIDED ON JACK IN BOX.  NO BURGER SPECIAL AVAILABLE SO 2 TACOS VALUE CHICKEN SANDWICH.  YUM.

VERY HAPPY CHILD


Friday, August 2, 2019

I AM TIRED.

DRIVING TO WORK I CONSIDERED TAKING TOMORROW OFF.  WE'LL SEE.  RAYMOND BROUGHT STRAWBERRY BOSTON CREAM CAKE.  I HAVE STALE CHOCOLATE CINNAMON DONUT FROM KEMO AND NEXT TABLE GAVE ME BOX OF MINI CUPCAKE.  I HAVE DESSERT COVERED. 

ST J'S I ATE TWO MINI CHOCOLATE CUPCAKES.  THEY'RE CLOSING SEPT 30TH.  I'LL BE SAD AND HAPPY AT MY NEW LIFE.

Thursday, August 1, 2019

FEELING WHAT

CONTENT.  OR MAYBE TIRED.  I WATCHED DVD WHAT MEN WANT UNTIL 12:30.  WOKE AT 5.  AND I FEEL OK.  I MAY DO BANKING OR NOT.

I WATCHED ALITA BASED ON NIPPON MANGA.  I FEEL A LITTLE INSULTED PRODUCER TALKED ABOUT IT LIKE JAPANESE NOT FULLY HUMAN.  HE WAS SURPRISED AT THE UNIVERSALITY OF EMOTIONS LIKE WE DON'T HAVE HUMAN FEELINGS.

I MUCH PREFER FOOLS AND HORSES.