still hasn't accepted payment-pending

called city talked to girl sidney.  nothing.  strange energy.  salt and pepper on table and heather talked about me moving my charging.  so weird.  swam no tub yet.  watched 'any day now' nu stepped my hour.  i'm so good.  i'm proud of myself.  

toke always asks my plans.  don't have any.  energy is so weird.  

talking to Sue seniors she brags she voted for Trump and believes all his lies refusing to admit he's a liar becoming furious won't admit mistake.  doesn't believe people have died for his lies.  that the news is fake.  i wonder if he's apocalypse satan.  white american women are Trumps power base.  women hating they're women.  Trump objectifies and subjugates everyone men women children.  he uses fear to control and manipulate.  

happy healthy wealthy wise

consolidating my gains.  the distractions force focus commitment.  strengthening my resolve.  right now i'm freshly rested.  

uh oh i forgot to pay city fry day.  oh, well.  won't be forever.  i wonder if i'm low vitamin d?  can cause depression.  besides slow healing.

i can swipe to change pages

new behavior. i keep forgetting how exhausting constant pain is.  lovely sabbath.  don't have to go anywhere do anything.  eating chicken swiss cheese lettuce croissant.  i'm blessed.

i'm exercising my thinking playing mahjongg.  keeping my thinking flexible.

excellent

i haven't had this good a day in i can't remember how long.  beautiful super moon.  lucky's free soda, 2 lbs delicious cherries.  i took my time gym 3 forgot my suit went back to car, passed me through.  usually make me re register.  home 9:15 forgotten i left house open.  still deliciously cool day.  10 am 'any day now' croissant sandwich creamy italian dressing braised chicken with green salad.  

something's happening

i feel it.  i went gym 3 soaked stretched.  Lucky's freebie didn't show 'til after lunch and not in e mails.  i kept checking account to add.   showed up 7:30 pm.  they open 6 am.  

lunch pretty good.  gave toke more avocados for niece visiting.  she left me cost co croissants.  went $tore too busy hot came home.  must remember to wait after lunch rush.  

watching what i want.  tailored repairs.  listening to healing.  ate split pea soup and croissant.  defrosting chicken.  

joshua @ gym 3/bless cody

parking in front i forgot suit so just showered.  picked up recycles and abandoned cap joshua from seniors 3 years ago parked across from me started talking to me.  he's rehabbing his back hit by car riding bike.  looked good must have needed the rest.  he used to fly down to l. a. to consult on films.  

cody brought the chrome combo and offered to let me keep both.  i checked out my new favorite samsung needed charge works even better than lenovo.  i gave him avocados and fruit.  turned in extra book and put away sv hot spot.  i'll take it back later.  .  

feeling surprisingly well listening to healing.

yesterday library rather traumatic.  feeling ganged up on double teamed 2 white boys against asian woman.  not the money the approach rankles.  i may go for tutor today.  every wednesday 2-3.

today gym 7 seniors 8:15.  best #1 parking spot.  waited half hour to give genie avocados.  i just remembered i still have some manju she gave me in fridge.  changed her spelling. 

watched my 5 am game shows.  life improving.  in my opinion.