I decided to rest-paid Prop Tax

I'm practicing self care.  I sacrificed my life for the family.  Lita's invitation to St Patrick dinner at St Justin is helping me release the lifetime of feeling unappreciated, abused and humiliated.  I'm watching Alf 1986, Bob 1992, old time tv sitcoms.  

I'm sitting playing, relaxing, feeling like I wasn't allowed.  I had to stuff, swallow my feelings.  one cause of obesity.  eating one's feelings.  one way of changing chemistry ergo feelings.  

I am blessed Lita shared her beautiful, caring family with me.  they welcomed me with open arms, looked out for me, included me.  everything my parents denied me.  best food best family.  

where did it go

I wrote about the chrome freezing and half hour restoration, it disappeared.  and no auto update.  

I'm feeling guilty the chrome crashed family induced 'always my fault.'  we store these feelings in our gut = big belly.  

Lita Cairel traded phone numbers.  she was at senior lunch.  Bingo.  

I'm having a life for the first time.  no outside demands.  only my self induced pressure.  I'm resting more.  

Fun! Fun! Fun!

 no time for blogging.  

paid Bartolo-Savers Orange tags

lasagna b'fast.  seniors 8 am I forgot to get gas 'til after lunch .24/gal more from last night $3.96-$4.19 because of Trump's war.  we were warned.  

I decided to walk Savers chose 2 New backpacks $4+$5.  I deserve the best.  

Heaven

I release all forms of sabotage.  

Tuesday senior at Savers I walked the store looking at literally everything. 

Grocery Outlet l  

Home Depot 7:30 am 2 bags-paid Discover

water soft salt delivered.  2 pm I put in garage.  after resting I used 3 plastic tubs to load 20 lbs into softener and rested.  

I checked Raley's ad and picked up dinner and b'fast, 4 cans 7 oz almonds $4.71 ea, grapefruit mix $1.50, salad, cottage cheese, coconut electrolyte drink. 

Heaven.

I was exhausted-'Better than Fine' 2023 film-DAY ONE IRAN WAR

I soaked and stretched, picked up lunch, ate listening to healing in the library copy room, puzzled, walked Savers clearance dinosaur purse and dream catcher $2.43.  Grocery Outlet shepherd pie $4.99.  home 6 pm.  

WHEW!  b'fast salad and pie.  watched 'Better than Fine' 2023.  weird little movie.  I ate all the salad with balsamic.  

lovely do nothing day.  after taking out garbage.