puzzle fun

annoying eating man phone conversations of marital problems duh!  conversations w/realtor rental.  he must think he's a catch.  yeah, but what.  

I finished puzzle ignoring him like he ignores not eating, drinking on the puzzle table.  

and I'm happy.  

Lx Gym hot shower

lots of parking at 6:30.  showered on to seniors soaking and stretching an hour.  

lunch alternate chicken salad celery parsley.  I removed the diced red onion.  I got extra bean soup and Ruben gave me 2 ham cheese sandwiches so dinner and b'fast covered.  

I took Toki avocados and oranges.  her right leg hurts so no tomorrow.  glad I delivered.  

smoky cool 64 overcast

I'm feeling the lack of oxygen.  b'fast of leftover broccoli beef w/goat cheese.  

anxiety from dad's death and his last month of Aiko HELL for all.  

napped noon to 5:30.  feeling rested.  

past life anxiety

my shoulders are releasing fear.  babies cry for every new painful experience.  growing and learning is painful.  I stay focused on the goal of happiness to keep me on track.  I'm making room for the new.  

taking care of myself without guilt.  I need practice.  

I needed to move, tub and pool at 24 hour.  parking a problem 8:34 am.  parked way in back additional exercise.  10:15 picked up lunch St J straight to CVS to use expiring coupons on more beets.  walked Ross' then Safeway I realized no car key started to freak, remembered I put beets away.  YUP, still in the trunk.  noon time to eat.  book sale at the library.  

2:30 too tired maybe from air quality fires.  I came home and slept 'til 5.  

Blessed Me-fitness and Target- Leta b'fast St J Sunday 23/10:30

I decided on 24 since senior locker rooms closed.  I asked Omeed they fixed the spinner.  

after the gym I went to Target looking for something to update my card.  I remembered I wanted charger cord $15 and 2 small jars chunky PB $4.  

I took paused spot at Sunny off.  I resumed hold.  and 24 hour available.  

I finished the tough Minnie Mickey Disney puzzle and decided I want a fresh fruit tart at Safeway.  I wanted chicken enchilada but only veg.  later.  eh, I have PF Chang beef broccoli frozen.  clearance almond joy and pretzel mix.

Paid city-Leta 92 B'day-forgot Cody bookmobile-Sunny 24/63 paused

I love being normal.  delicious Baskin's ice cream cake.  Walter got me extra piece.  he doesn't mind neg vibes.  I think he misses them and so the annoying behavior.  

I'm loving the hardest Disney puzzle.  takes me inward.  

I charged everything.  last night I forgot spot.  

fun fun

I'm having so much fun doing what I want.   I'm puzzling, exercising, relaxing, learning to love and accept myself.  the hardest lesson to learn when I had no examples or prior experience.  

the beauty is that everybody's Heaven is different.  no competition.  no overcrowding.