8 YR OLD ME

I LOOKED AROUND ME AT MY FAMILY AND THEIR FRIENDS AND DETERMINED THE WORLD WAS CRAZY.  WHICH MEANT I HAD TO HIDE MY THOUGHTS OR BE CRUCIFIED.  MY MOM WAS GREAT AT PUNISHING ME FOR EVERYTHING.  I LEARNED THAT EVERYTHING WAS MY FAULT. 

I WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD.  I MADE HER MAD.  I MADE EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD.  GAVE ME QUITE A SENSE OF POWER.  I DIDN'T KNOW HOW I DID IT BUT SHE INSISTED AND SHE HAD THE POWER OF LIFE AND DEATH OVER ME SO WHO WAS I TO ARGUE.  I'D ONLY LOSE. 

THEY COMPLAINED ABOUT EVERYTHING AND YET DID NOTHING ABOUT IT.  I DECIDED WHEN I DIDN'T LIKE SOMETHING I WOULD DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.  IT LED TO MORE PERSECUTION. 

I LEARNED TO KEEP COUNSEL WITH MYSELF.

I SET ABOUT LEARNING HOW THINGS WORK SO I COULD CHANGE MY IMMEDIATE WORLD.  I LEARNED FURNITURE REFINISHING, SOLDERING, BASIC CAR MECHANICS, ETC. 

I STUDIED THE WEATHER, SEASONS, HOW THINGS GROW.  I THINK IT'S A MIRACLE THAT PLANTS AND ANIMALS USE NUCLEAR FUSION TO GROW.  AND INSTEAD OF STUDYING FUSION MAN DECIDED FISSION WAS BETTER.  MAYBE BECAUSE FUSION TAKES TIME.  ENERGY, INTENTION, FOCUS.  LASERS.

I LEARNED TO LOVE LEARNING.  THERE ARE NO LIMITS TO LEARNING.


I LEARNED THE POWER OF THOUGHT.  EVERY IDEA IS AN ELECTRICAL IMPULSE.  LEARNING IS HAVING THE IMPULSE BUILD A TRACK THAT IS REINFORCED AND STRENGTHENED EVERY TIME THE THOUGHT IS ENTERTAINED.  THIS IS WHY UNWANTED HABITS TAKE WORK TO ERASE AND TAPE OVER.

THE MATERIAL WORLD IS A REFLECTION OF OUR INTERNAL WORLD.  TELEVISIONS, CARS, BUILDINGS ALL STARTED WITH THE ELECTRICAL IDEA.  THOUGHTS ARE ELECTRICITY.  ELECTRICITY CAUSES OUR HEARTS TO BEAT. 

THE BEST CITY IN THE WORLD:  ELECTRI-CITY.

THOUGHTS ON THE LIGHTNING STORMS:  THE PLANET IS RE-BOOTING.