I FINALLY FIGURED THE PANIC WHENEVER ANYTHING GOES WRONG. DAD WAS A TYRANT. VINDICTIVE, CRUEL.
HE BECAME THE HOUSE. HE WAS SO CONTROLLING ABOUT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING. THE REASON I PUT MYSELF THROUGH COLLEGE. I KNEW I COULDN'T DEPEND ON HIS JEALOUS SELF TO HELP ME. THE PAIR USED EACH OTHER TO MANIPULATE AND CONTROL US KIDS.
EVILSISTERS PROBABLY DON'T EVEN REALIZE WHAT THEY DID TO US. HOW THEY DID IT.
I CAN TOLERATE THE PANIC BETTER KNOWING WHY AND HOW.
EVENTUALLY IT WILL DISSIPATE.
AND THE ROOF WILL BE OK. THE KITCHEN, BATH, YARD, WASHER, DRAINS.
I WILL BE OK.
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