HUBRIS

TO BE OR NOT TO BE.  HAMLET.

I TOOK CARE OF MY PARENTS BELIEVING I WAS ABLE AND I WAS SO WRONG.  I WAS TOO INVOLVED AND THEY DRAGGED ME TO THE EDGE OF DEATH.  I WAS UNTRAINED FOR THE PHYSICALITY.  I WAS EMOTIONALLY UNPREPARED.  TOO CLOSE.  I COULDN'T SEE HOW THEY WANTED TO LIVE AND WOULD SACRIFICE ME IF THEY COULD AND ALMOST DID.  THEY DIDN'T CARE ABOUT THE QUALITY OF LIFE ONLY THE QUANTITY.  GREEDY CHILDREN.  NO BEAUTY OR GRACE.

I WAS ALWAYS THE ADULT.

I'M HAVING A HAPPY CHILD EXPERIENCE NOW.  AND OTHERS ARE SO JEALOUS.  ALL THOSE WHO SIT IN JUDGMENT AND CENSURE WILL REAP WHAT THEY SEW.

THOSE WHO CELEBRATE MY HAPPINESS WILL PROSPER AND INCREASE.  IT'S UP TO THEM.  I HAVE NO CONTROL OR INFLUENCE, IT'S ALL THEM.

MY HAPPINESS IS MY ONLY CONCERN.  I'M COMPLETE.