YESTERDAY I WALKED ALL OVER MILPITAS GREAT MALL. I STOOD IN LINE AT SAVER'S 45 MIN. I DROVE TO SCOTT MCD'S AS THEY WERE LOCKING THE LOBBY AND THE DRIVE THROUGH WAS TOO LONG SO I WENT TO BK FOR 10 CHICK NUGGETS $1 AND VALUE FRIES $1.49 PLUS TAX=$2.71.
DAISO HAD RUBBER CLOGS $3. I CHECKED THE PRICE OF EMBROIDERY THREAD I BOUGHT AT SAVER'S THURSDAY SAME.
WALKING THE MALL I RAN INTO RAYMOND FROM SENIOR CENTER. HE'S EMBARRASSED HE CALLED ELSIE NOSY. SHE IS. WE TALKED AN HOUR AND I TOLD HIM WE MISSED HIM. HE ASKED ABOUT ROSE MARIE AND OFFERED TO TAKE HER OUT WITH HER WHEEL CHAIR, HE DOESN'T REALIZE HOW HARD IT IS. DAD EXPECTED TO BE WHEELED EVERYWHERE. IT'S A LOT OF WORK LOADING/FOLDING/UNLOADING/UNFOLDING A STEEL CHAIR IN AND OUT OF THE CAR. I WAS EXHAUSTED AND HURT MY BACK. 50 LBS AND BULKY/AWKWARD.
SO MANY BAD MEMORIES OF PEOPLE NOT WILLING TO HELP THEMSELVES AND OTHERS. THEY ALWAYS END BADLY.
LOUISE HAY DESCRIBES THE PISCEAN AGE AS LOOKING FOR OUTSIDE INTERVENTION AND CONTRASTS IT TO THE AGE OF AQUARIUS INNER SELF RELIANCE.
MY DAD WAS PISCES TOO. IRONIC? MY ENTIRE FAMILY WAS UNWILLING TO HELP OTHERS. THEY CRITICIZED ME, CALLING ME STUPID. THEY HAD TO BE PAID, MONEY, MONEY, MONEY.
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