i dreamed of tom.
i never relied on tom to handle the wasps in the kitchen vent or the garage sink leaking because i would be setting us up for failure. the times i called him and he wasn't available. i knew he was cheating from the first. and how many times he lied. just wasn't worth the effort. i can only surmise he learned it from his parents to lie and cheat.
what i learned from my parents; you're only lying to yourself and cheating yourself out of a good life.
nobody thinks lying is clever but the liar. liars lie to themselves first thinking they can get away with it and second that anything is gained. only liars believe liars.
chewing gum reminds me of chewing paraffin wax. when i was 8 i started chewing canning sealing wax. they didn't allow me any of the gum they hid under their bed. since i did the housecleaning i knew it was a strange place to hide it.
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