just before the rain

i shopped saratoga lucky and bought sesame oil i love the stuff.  tossed garbage.  i spent the morning sorting cards and stickers.  and pondering my life.  it's been too cold to do much else.  the damp seems colder.  i've had more lucid dreams of making new friends.  

wrote my dental insurance check with apology note for my scribbles trying to pay online.  which means finding something to write on, stamp and return sticker.  writing out check. and to mail it.  many steps to accomplish.

i still have home insurance.  april prop tax.  

i'm such a serious responsible child.  always have been from necessity.  i put out bins.  

i seem to be done watching simpsons.  8 i decided on schs.