this works for me

i opened this page yesterday 4;32 and left it open.  no publishing.  i have my brightest thoughts after a night of rest.  i didn't stretch on the park bars with the constant rain and my back is still grumbling.  i wanted protein for breakfast warmed the diced oven cooked pork.  it's funny breakfast i prefer savory and night i like sweet.  i suppose feeling tired at the end of the day i crave instant energy.

i'm reading 'taming anxiety' which is a restatement of happy brain chemicals.  much simpler easier to read and enjoy.  i've been unconsciously using the techniques all my life.  now i know why they work and why i stop using them after my life improves.  when they work it seems logical to continue capitalizing on the results but the chemical imperative is gone.  the human response is to move on.   nomads in thought and feeling.

for instance selling mary kay.  she must have truly understood human nature.  i would have thought nit would do well but she sold her product back to the company.  the program is fool proof.  the hard part is following the steps without deviation.  it's boring.

i am waiting for mrs coralis' return call.  if i don't hear from her i'll try again this afternoon.  i'm using taming on myself.  small incremental steps.  i'll call insurance after soc sec is resolved.  i wrote fry on calendar.  huh.

sitting at mission no connection.  says connected but no action.  i'm feeling stressed.  answered call from resort he very nicely hung up when i explained.  still steady rain.  oh, well.  

finally went to csc page agree connect and i'm back.  too slow.

picked up lunch to main.  3 better bars .2 behind main by duck lake.  hurrah!!  not raining break in clouds.  better and better.  i was forced to find better.  back ok not over tight.

wof-beige slacks works as memory tool to enter, i accidentally erased site.

i suddenly feel abandoned by the dead.  eating my pretty good mushroom chicken quarter and apple slaw seems to have triggered it.

good i'm good with adversity.  inter networks battling it out.   x-fin and -public.