i'm binge watching second season 'kim's convenience'. i'm struggling to finish eating brown rice with almonds i cooked in curry orange zest pulp with chicken. curry seems to be giving stomach cramps causing spasms. feels like broken glass. like 2001 when everything i ate hurt and i lived on vicodin. delicious healthy minimalist recipe. brown rice full of husks i keep finding and spitting out.
i don't know if i want to do anything go anywhere or baby myself. lord knows no one ever did. st just pantry or thrift store, main relax, sunnyvale book sale. actually i want someone anyone else to do it for me like dad abdicated being present unless he wanted something.
pain worsening to vicodin levels. liquid willow from sprouts 1 p flower 2 kava grapefruit candy and juice helping ease spasms. no more solid food for awhile. just grapefruit candy.
3 pm spasms better i'm so hungry made soup if i cook long enough i hope will digest. got mail card from cathy letter st just.
i just realized the cramps are an extension of my raw onion allergy. if i ate raw onions this is exactly how my body reacts. i don't so i never put it together before.
my stomach feels like i've been kicked in the gut. i can barely breathe.
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