so horrible. mom died attacked by sisters no one for me. i was too sick to care it's coming back to me. all that experience stored chemically in my body is processing sickening. the hell i've lived is leaving creating space for more heaven.
i'm just riding pain out. chemical storage releasing. everything hurts. jaws skull neck stomach feels sore. muscular control again. i've been doing too much without brace. kept me sick. nurse isn't going to help and lose a patient. no one ever suggested anything that helped and i know too many people listened to medics and made worse on more pain preps.
it's interesting there's nothing i want to watch on tv all day. 5 pm i found romance marathon ION tv started 10 am. eh, i was too sick. i called cathy received her card yesterday too sick. she sounds better.
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