Sunday, January 1, 2023

i'm so blessed

remembering 2000 betrayed by mom again.  choosing alien and mitt. while i relaxed slept in for once.  it was so normal i never even noticed.  i was relieved.  after dad died 9/1999 alien talked mom into buying fordham house a block away.  mom walked everyday cooking cleaning gardening never invited for dinner.  i was appalled but it was mom's choice.  both of them promised mom a home with them and then claimed no room.  their lies killed her but not me.  i didn't believe them.  i knew they were liars.  alien doesn't know she's lying.  mitt knows.  i'm free.  i don't have sisters.

my ribs so sore.  the pain travels.  i put out garbage and recycle.  1 pm i'm watching 'OKJA' 2017 in bits.  i knew it would be a difficult subject.  slaughterhouses are concentration camps.  i'd be veg if i didn't need animal protein to repair my body.  i've tried plant protein isn't enough.  something is missing.  funny no one else i know remembers the controversy.

received all my medicare otc order.  listening to healing non stop.  

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