i wonder if dispatchers realize i phone and app gets them fired. without phone ins they're out of a job. i suppose if they lived here they could drive but most live in pp or india big call centers.
with all the pressure i'm feeling i showered, stretched and puzzled. most soothing relaxing reassuring. so i decided after lunch to forgo bingo and digest before tackling phoning hopper. i puzzled and walter showed up. i've kept him apprised of my challenges and reinforced that happiness is a choice no matter the burdens ahead. he started moaning i asked if he'd eaten. no. i told him to get something he went home for yogurt and sardines protein load for cell repair. whenever he'd dredge up the past i'd remind him ptsd. focus on now and what you want more of. staying in the past sets the auto pilot for old life. time to reset auto pilot focus on desires not tragedies. he's recreated care taking his chickens and not his dad so a step up. and time for more happiness. we talked 'til 2:30 i called hopper for a ride we walked out he kept me company 'til tyrone the mumbler drove me home. i enjoyed cabrillo school jam. i observe and appreciate.
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