to move my car into front van gone, prep and cook asparagus. even more delicious. soaking it overnight plumps and sweetens fruit. and I have stems to toss or trim. nuked bite sized pieces 4 minutes tossed in tips to cook by residual heat. best breakfast yet.
when mom died mother's day 2001 I cried as I'm crying now. I'll never know love. all love is based on mother love. I give up. Karen Carpenter's "I'll Say Goodbye to Love". she died of anorexia feeling unloved while a world loved her music. I always suspected a lot of control and abuse from her family. it's hard to recover from lack of mother love.
I'm re watching all 8 Harry Potter movies. a lot of people identify as orphans.
I just realized the cover of release guilt is the oil I painted before 1988. reminded me of Nora Gemini Books Morgan Hill. she has big business Angel Star. she and her 2 sons.
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